Forsaken Truth

2008-09-01T20:58:00.003+08:00

Hi readers. Blog's dead already, switch over to livejournal. Better interface, lazy to find a better blogskin after many attempts. Drop me an offline msg at msn and i'll paste u the new address. Enjoyed your presence here, bye.

2008-08-27T10:08:00.001+08:00

They say miracles do happen, i believe in that, so prove to me.

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2008-08-26T09:47:00.000+08:00

unhappy.

2008-08-25T01:34:00.001+08:00

A new place, a fresh beginning, a new chapter of life. Decipher this, and you'll know why i no longer often this place as much as i do.

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2008-08-24T03:51:00.004+08:00

Someone who like this and famous amos if i not wrong la LOL

HI NARUTO FAN. If i'm not wrong about who you are that is lol. I seldom dedicate any post for people beside birthdays but here goes:

Hi naruto-fan-which-i-think-is-you one of the person who's journals i always visit :) . Hey, very long din get to chat with you online already, kinda busy this few weeks with studying and everything. Din do catching ups with you for a long long time !!

Hope you're coping well with studies, life and everything, remember what i always say, BE HAPPYZ. SMILE A MILLION TIME A DAY. Anyway, just wanna say life is good for me nowadays and i have fabulous people all around me.

Been dinosaurs years since i last rant to you online about my life, cause i'm doing fine now like finally -.- . But i just wanna take this chance to say thank you (IF U ARE REALLY WHO IM SAYING LA LOL) . Thanks a million for always being around last time, always hearing me rant on non-stop and without any complaints at all.

Thanks, because i manage to survive all the nonsense i had partly cause of ur help. And i'm glad i first know you although the way i know you is kinda lame and funny :x Stay happy always and take care of my dear in your class if you are really who i'm referring to, HAHHAHA. YOU ROCK :D

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2008-08-22T20:34:00.005+08:00

The only thing i did beside studying was to watch this anime during exam period

http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/CRSeries_-_Vampire_Knight

Series 2 coming out soon i'll probably go and buy it :D

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2008-08-21T22:51:00.003+08:00

One paper left, my dizzyness is killing me and i don't know why i'm feeling dizzy. Can't concentrate and focus, that is one big problem. Finance paper is tough so i'm probably going to die if i still cannot manage to concentrate.

WAITING FOR CLEM TO COME OVER AND TAKE THINGS FROM ME. Then i'll have a good excuse to go down for a puff, and hopefully methol ice will wake me up from this nonsense. Probably won't sleep till 5am today. Last paper, no pain no gain.

Today is also a happy day despite the stupid efma paper, cause i got a message from my No1 Idol, Thank you from your No1 stalker + Fan ! And i receive some M&M chocolates via email LOL, ALTHOUGH IT'S REALLY FUNNY BUT THANKS, AT LEAST TAKE THE STRESS OFF ME FOR A WHILE, HAD A GOOD LAUGH AND A BREADMAN SMILE FOR A WHILE :D.

Work hard kiddos, we'll survive.

2008-08-21T03:29:00.002+08:00

Although i din finish studying my efma and might fail risking it. But i think i spent my time wisely talking from 1am till 3.30am to a couple of gd friends in msn, and i think its worth it. Goodnight people.

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2008-08-19T21:31:00.004+08:00

The other day at mac!

Hi, today paper is totally screwed up cause i really din put in much effort. But i'm happy today cause i manage to do a little catching-ups with some people be it real life or through text msg. Two more papers left for us all, and then i got plenty of catching ups to do after that

P.S : Kai perhaps u want to come and stay at cck, den we can take the same train and alight together with ....... :D

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2008-08-19T03:11:00.001+08:00

It's 3+am now and i still see kai and yap online now. I hope they work hard, take care of themselves dun ch too much and sleep early.

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2008-08-18T17:00:00.006+08:00

The fear starts, the clock ticks
Pens start scibbling, Heart beats skipping
This is easy, That is hard.
Ding, times up.
Dod, pens fell.
Anxiety, worries, heave of relief.
Exams, oh exams..

We'll look forward and keep running, we'll fall but we'll persevere. Four more days of hardwork, fourty-two days of enjoyment. Joy of 4 days, misery for 42 days, or vice-versa, you choose your pick, your life :)

P.S : Been a little tired out lately with studying. So pardon me if i'm a little quieter than usual or a little more MIA than usual. But i'll be back disturbing you, you and you, YES YOU ALL when exams are over. And be glad cause u seldom see me so quiet or speak without nonsense coming out ! Okay, serious a little, till then, please tolerate with this seriousness and little speaking side of mine for a while, thanks.

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2008-08-17T18:42:00.003+08:00

I bet everyone is ROARing with the upcoming 4 papers, especially SCM-ers Monday, tuesday, thursday, friday. What a week -.-.

CANNOT BLOG TOO MUCH SO CAN'T SAY MUCH ABT THESE FEW DAYS BUT.. JUST WANNA SAY THIS.

HI PEOPLE, let's all mug hard and stress ourselves till all our hair drops , and it's okay. Cause if we work hard now, we don't have to worry during the holiday, and we can all go to Beijing 101 or Yun Nam to get our hair back. WORK HARD AND TAKE CARE PEOPLE, I HOPE I CAN SMILE WHEN I GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW CAUSE I HAVEN FINISH STUDYING.

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2008-08-15T00:11:00.003+08:00

No i'm not totally sober but i'm home in one piece. Before i turn in i just wanna say thanks to sherman for sending me, cck is damn far dude u rocks, YOU ARE THE BEST, thanks to xiangkuan for HOLDING ME WHEN CROSSING THE ROAD AFTER I LIE DOWN AND SLEEP AT THE MIDDLE PLATFORM GRASSY AREA, I REMEMBER ITS YOU, and thanks to bc for helping me drink although you're drunk :X.

Goodnight all, yap birthday is a success, cause the vodkas made yap, bc, tb, drunk. I'm awake , jz also. BYEBYEEEEE.

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2008-08-14T01:45:00.003+08:00

The guitar strums, the melody dances

My very pro guitarist friend, happy birthday. By chance i get to know this damn friend who has the highest level of ch skills in the entire world. And by chance WoW WoW WoW, but too $$ now. And by chance...... aiya diam la ray. Happy birthday Yap, cya later :D

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2008-08-13T14:10:00.005+08:00

Smoke Smoke Smoke,

One day don't smoke don't feel shiok,

ARHHHH, SMOKE MACHINE.

lalala, exam stress, relax :D Anyway, WORK HARD ARH MUGGERS, I DON'T WANT MSN cause got reason de i dun wan disrupt your peaceful studying life although i noe i can be a good entertainer and relieve some of your stress like how i did in the afternoon.

But i dun wan to be scolded for disrupting people's brain cell memory like today :( . KIDDING LA, GAMBATEH EVERYONE, WE WILL SURVIVEEEEE. Okay maybe u all not me :X

2008-08-11T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hi, i think if i really don't start studying soon, and keep gaming and watching tv and gaming and sleeping and watching tv, i'll probably have to retake a couple of module.

OMGZ, i need some effing discipline in my life, i need people to wake me up from my idea this time round lol, last time there were, now ... NO ONE WAKE ME UP FROM THIS STUPIDITY.

I don't want to fail, i don't want, i don't want, bu yao leh~ /shakez /slow /shakez bu. bu. bu.

The fear crept by slowly

Eating the mind bit by bit

I will not be scare, i will not tremble

I will not bow down, i will not panick

And he continues dwelling on useless things

Till the last minute he'll freak out and yell

What the hell am i doing, what the f*** am i thinking

And by that time, the last minute stress will long be of no use

Cause i'll be retaking my modules DAMNITTTTTTT.

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2008-08-09T22:30:00.001+08:00

Last day of happy go lucky and slacking for the time being, cause today is national day :D

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2008-08-07T21:34:00.004+08:00

Fabulous people, fabulous teacher (Jap class)

Hmm, if you are given a option to turn back time, when will it be ? Hmm. I don't want to turn back time for now, I'm satisfied with all i have now, may it last :D

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2008-08-05T23:42:00.005+08:00

A general view of my school life :D

OH YES I WROTE A SOME KINDA LAME POEM TODAY DURING FINANCE, I GUESS I MISS LITERATURE AND MISS LIM AND HERE GOES :

Darkness roams, hearts sank

Fears struck, hearts cold

Thou shalt not see

Thou shalt not care

Let the chill covers the depth

of the heart.

What is right, what is wrong

Who is true, who is false

The wound that heals, the cold that cuts

Contradictions, Repetitions

Tired, wounded, blinded yet again.

We shall not falter, we shall not fall

Little did we realize the glimpse of light behind.

THE ENDDDDDDDDD

*edited* I see the glimpse of light now WAHHAHA, do you ? :D

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2008-08-04T20:33:00.003+08:00

Very yummy.

Today is a good day and yesterday is a good day. Today is a good day cause i finally learn how to think and behave appropriately, okay, at least for TODAY LA, OTHER DAY SEE HOW LOL, kidding la, everyday like that :D

Yesterday went out to meet up with miss holy. ALAMAK, met up at kallang. Was suppose to go to kallang leisure park, but then we missed the shutter bus and the next one come like 45 minutes later, so no choice, change of destination.

After much brainstorming and stress+drop hair thinkings ( exaggerations huanlo me rofl ) , we decided to go to tampines IKEAA. Reached tampines and went to take the shutter bus over. Went over to courts first to find bc, xiang and mp. PEARRRR :D

Haiz, my main motive is really go down find u all, i hope you all will believe me. ANYWAY, after that went to ikea to eat, wa seh i tell u the swedish meatballs is yum yum x 99999999. Go and try out, but u might not want to go tampines cause the bus home took us around 1.5 hours.

And we pass by some areas whereby we accumulate some karmas talking about people, but then let's not say it out here, lalala. And yesterday i manage to settle some issues which makes me 200times more happier also.

Say goodbye to emo momo ray, say hi to sensible ray, at least for today, it's a good start :D

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2008-07-31T00:52:00.003+08:00

WAHHAHA. I haven memorise my jap, but then i'm so really super tired out, so i decided not to do it and just wake up earlier tomorrow.

So before i turn in for the night, hmm, blog about today ba. Woke up early today and went for a swim, wa i tell you the sun and the water is the best, cause they listen to all your rantings and complaints without asking you to stfu :D

So, after tat went back home for a short rest, after tat wake up exercise a lil, ate dinner. Then went over to jr hse cause wj and the rest are there. WAH, manage to do a bit of jap, kinda last minute but ok ba.

THEN HOR, i want to complain again le LOL. HAIZ, i very disappointed with all my friends :( . No1 : Wj scold me, haiz, tomorrow i show you my stunt arh. No2 : arla, go timah la hor, very disappointed, no more weird tasting sweets for you. No3 : Sleep more important than my jap la hor, no more gummy bears in sprite for you.

LOL, okay i dun want disturb them le, 2nd last jap lesson tomorrow, sian. Just when the lessons are getting somewhat interesting, it's coming to an end. But nvm, we'll all go down to sbw for supper very soon i hope, goodnight all.

Is it that I'm starting to think sensibly, or am i just presuming i'm growing up, oh well =)

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2008-07-29T10:56:00.003+08:00

Ziwen ziwen ziwen ziwen ziwen

No matter how fcuk up or how emo or how sucky i feel, i'll take a look at my phone dp and i'll smile. Cause i'll remember how misbehaving this kid is, and how he manage to appease the people after that.

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2008-07-28T00:14:00.002+08:00

Today is a weird and difficult to comprehend day, but today is a good day cause i manage to sort out some answers that i couldn't find previously and somehow i think it helped me alot. And today is a good day cause i manage to have a short chat with a few friends through the phone, byebye :D

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2008-07-27T02:40:00.005+08:00

READ IT, THE PICTURE LA

Been out more than the time i spend at home this two days. Friday school was tiring, woke up rather early. After school stayed for some CS, eh i mean project. After a long day at library, we left the school. And then the most sudden decision pop up and i went over to bc hse.

At night went down to meet up with kai for some guitaring. And no, not lazy not lazy not lazy not lazy not lazy + some punishment issue at the playground, LOL. I think let's keep that to ourselves, shall we?

Went back to bc hse after tat, today woke up, cs and dota for a bit, ate lunch and went down for a while. Anyway i think everyone ought to have one pesticide at home, but then hor, remember to catch the cockroach after u spray on it, or else u'll have trouble finding its corpse :D

After that i went back home for dinner. Then went out tonight to meet up with low and bao. lol, it's a rare sms, so die die no matter wad happen i also 100% fly down one. Went to lot1 mac to study, yes studyyyy. Hasn't met up for these two .. completely guailan friends of mine for like 2 months already.

But then they're still the same, i hope someday they will stop shooting me, NONSTOP. Anyway, nice doing some catchups, cya all soon lol, and i hope next time hor, i won't see people study halfway buy food, buy food, play calculator this and that, all the best in studies THOUGH.

After studying left early went for movie at westmall with my bro and jerome. Then it's some kopi-ing and i'm back home now.

Very busy weekend, very well spent weekend, very tired, byebye =)

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2008-07-25T00:53:00.006+08:00

Another week is coming to an end. School today is quite alright. No finance in the morning, instead went to mac to slack with kai, bc, jz. After tat they went for lesson and we went to sit sit.Hmm, nothing much in between.

After tat will be jap lesson lol. Jap is getting more and more interesting, but the sad thing is there's like only 2 weeks left. Met quite a few nonsense friends in class, and that's what's interesting besides our teacher who always never fail to make all of us laugh.

Awesome friends i have in jap class, okay, except for someone complaining about me not doing project, someone throwing gummy bears into my sprite, someone who say my sweet taste weird when i offer him sweet, someone who always scold me when i tell her the timing of the lesson before it ends. But okay, partly i guess it's cause of these that's why it's good lol.

After school went to hark music school with bc, yap, kai. Hmm, september it shall be, i hope. Afterall i think i'll work hard for the receptionist there. And please la hor yap, let's make an agreement, tuesday lesson one week, thursday lesson one week. Cannot be selfish one. Then went to dhoby mrt there and sat down and hear them sing and play.

Went to prata with everyone after that and then i'm back home, VERY TIRED ARH, but i need to study alamak =(

Awesome day, awesome music, awesome people.

September it shall be.

Guitarist.

Scheduled weekend hangout

Out again soon, very soon.

2008-07-19T20:08:00.014+08:00

Went out yesterday to celebrate sherman's birthday with everyone. Went over to golden mile to have steamboat there. Alamak, food keep dropping and i keep burning wj's hand rofl. The food there is alright, but the chicken is better than the steamboat itself.

After that went for some pooling with everyone. Golden mile billard/pool is still the best, go there and you'll know what i mean. So, wx and pph got a cake for sherman :) . And i think sherman is very happy yesterday.

After tat went outside to find jz, walk walk walk, den i emo emo emo rofl. Den walk back to golden mile again, and sherman went for the fortune thingy. And we all agreed it's very true, especially some of the ratings, except for heatlh rofl.

Okay, a little lazy to go into details photos are provided below, orchard/esplanade the other day and sherman's birthday!!

Two kb friends of mine.

Emo guitarist

Future musician .

Very serious guitarists

Drinkerrrrr.

Credits to the photographer

Some last minute preparation

The Stunt !!

All the guys.

Jz & Edw

Edw & Wj

Wj, kai, COOOL.

Wj & Sndy

The famous bag carrier.

Tell me, who is the emo one now.

SteamSHIP

Fishball in green tea, very awesome lol

Brothers... Owwww..

You also cannot hide one leh wx

Enjoying the food~

Wj, bc, wj looks so serious :(

Yum yum cake.

Make a wish...

Very very happy.

Messy eaters -.-

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2008-07-17T23:20:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday pal, you rock cause u will accompany me go cck one day :)

Hello everyone, before i start blogging about my everyday life, i wanna say a very happy birthday to Sherman in advance. Although i always like to disturb this friend of mine during bus trip to and fro prata, but it's cool to be ur frd dude, i enjoy disturbing u alot HAHA, cya tml pal.

Lately been a little busy, tuesday after school went town with kai and wj. After that bc, jz, edwin came over to join us. And we went walking everywhere in search of everything, and Mr kai got his yui albums already, congrats dude. After that wj went to meet sndy and the rest of us continued exploring till we find no meaning in staying at town.

Then our creative bc came out with a very funny idea of going to esplanade. And so, despite being a schoolday, we all went over. After that wj and sndy came to join us. Met a person from the states and he talk to us about... I don't want to say about the details but i just wanna say i dun really entertain the ideas of propaganda promoting things like this, sorry.

Went to buy drinks after tat with bc. So it's pear pear pear and drink drink drink. Not forgetting the stunt the rest of them put up like using the hat of sndy to ask for money and kai went to play guitar and all of them singing to strangers. This group of friends have many stunts up their sleeve and im proud of that lol.

Enjoyable night i'll say, although it's quite late when we reach home. Esplanade again someday, this time round, go on a weekend and perhaps we can stay overnight there :D

Went to school today, skipped jap and went to library with everyone. Yap came over to nyp to join us. And after tat he and kai left earlier. Stayed in school to play cs LOL, and watch the rest of them dota :D

After that went over for prata with everyone again. I GOT EAT HORR. Okay i dun wan blog le, very tired, i fell asleep on the train standing and nearly fall down :(

I will upload all the photos the next time i blog because i have many but i want to get more.

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2008-07-14T03:24:00.002+08:00

Couldn't sleep, woke up, searching for blogskin, making another blog, one more of thoughts and feelings than recent happenings.

Heh, tryna find it, and let me know when you found it :)

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2008-07-13T03:20:00.006+08:00

Just came back home a while ago, not gaming already, turning in after this.

SO... Din turn up for school on friday, kinda quite tired this week eh, not sure if i'll be interested enough to go this monday, shall see. Anyway, went to dinner at jin yu man tang today with my family.

Celebrated my grandma's birthday there !! Some of our relatives turn up too, including one of my cousin. HEH, meet up soon for some buffet PERHAPS, and can i have one f1 ticket, the most, the most i give you some sashimi and some fried mantou perhaps :D ?

After that dad drove me and my bro to westmall. Met up with jerome, keong, terry, zhenyu. Went to catch the movie Hellboy2. Rather interesting show although we din catch the 1st series. SHALL NOT REVEAL ANY CONTENT if not i get bashed up for being a spoiler :O

After that went to grab a drink and done some talking there. Army life's tough i reckon, keong looks so deadish. But i'm sure everything will be okay once everyone is used to army life ~ My friends all have great perseverance, that i'm affirmative. IF NOT HOW TO BE MY FRIEND ?!

Okay, time for sleep, cya all next weekend again.

I've learnt things i've not known, i've known things i couldn't understand, i've understood what i couldn't decipher. BUT come again, do i really see things clearer now, cause everything still looks so blur, things that come are so hard to comprehend, people even harder. ARH, goodnight :)

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2008-07-11T01:31:00.002+08:00

I guess, it's time to wake up from this slumber. This endless dream-like everyday life has to end. Time to kick my ass back to reality and face everything in life. It starts today, alright, hopefully i'll wake up this time round.

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2008-07-07T02:26:00.013+08:00

Haven updated for a couple of days. Though i've cleanly forgotten some parts but here goes for saturday, which is one of the most busy day.

Met up with jk, bc, wx, mp, tb, pph at marina square. Then went to walk walk, they bought a lot of things. Haiz, teenagers nowadays a lot of money one, i think they have a money-printing machine at home or they can dig gold bar somewhere. But they don't want share with me :(

WENT TO EAT ICECREAM HIAK HIAK HIAK, rum with raisin is woohoo. After that went over to golden mile for some pool pool. I think the public very scare of us, cause we have a couple of bodyguards protecting mp. ROFL. And it's damn hilarious the way people look at them.

Anyway, din really play pool that day, dun dare play with them haiz :( . Instead, i went to buy tiger beer and went in to drink and pear. Wah that is the best thing to do. Anyway, after that went to eat noodle at some eatery there. LOL, i duno why but the shop owner is super super good, the way he do things is scary. First time i see such a friendly and super good service owner.

After that we went off and cabbed back, thanks guys. Anyway, I went over and met up with my bro, jerome and terry. Went to his condo for some alcohol. Wah beginning okok, after that everyone got drunk i tell you. And i fell down like 2-3 times in total. Everyone is bu xing ren shi.

First time i really got so drunk that i lie everywhere, roll everywhere rofl. I think i stop alcohol for a few weeks le, till some birthday come den i go drink again. Anyway, after that we all manage to get home safely. And i want to laugh at something, i threw away 3 packs of ciggs that belong to them. I was packing up and i saw the ciggs and i threw them into the bin, dun ask me why LOL.

Then today, went to bishan to do project with ym, sx and jk. Wah, seriously logscm is damn hard, really want our life. Now they are still mugging with the video, sry sry lol, i really duno how to do man. Sherman came to join us, haiz, bad influence, come disturb us.

Left early and went to prata with everyone. And i think i enjoy bus session with sher alot cause i always manage to ka him till he got nothing to say :D. When are you goin to take mrt to cck with me :(

You know, during last year units chalet, a gd friend of mine told me something when i'm feeling rather down. Although i kinda dun really believe the content of the conversation at that time cause i'm too tired from everything, but i must say it's true. Cause that is exactly what i experience now. I'm glad wads' mentioned came true. CHOICES, yea, it's related to this, make a guess, but you wont' get it right.

You can never hide from me, sherman ( MY MASTERPIECE 3 )

Presenting to you, our drug addict ( MY MASTERPIECE 2 )

I think he watch too much anime ( MY MASTERPIECE 1 )

COOL POOLER SIALL.

BC pooling, very serious siall.

WOOHOO ~ CELEBRITY HEHE

Bc and JK masterpiece :D

Someone trying to ruin my reputation by putting tis in his friendster :(

Some alcohol perhaps ?

Drinking, heh.

Mr terry ~

Mr jerome ~

ROFL I REALLY DRUNK LA

wa

2008-07-04T01:22:00.003+08:00

Wa my mood today and the last post is 360 degrees change man. Feeling super fcuk up now i duno why lol, i think a lot of things is piling up on my mind + the non-ending school projects and work is driving me crazy.

I guess i really can't be bothered with so many things already, just getting myself down for not much reason. Byebye, i think i go sleep le.

And the consolation is that for everything that's making me feel this way now, i found equal amounts of reasons that i should laugh and smile now. Tomorrow will be better, i'm sure. Nonchalance for the negative issues, at least that's what i think i should be doing.

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2008-07-03T01:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE. LOOKING FOR DRINKING KHAKIS HEHEHE. GOT ME AND MY SIS. MORE HEHEHE. LOL.

Okay, although the above part sound a bit hilarious, but ya, i'm seriously going drinking one of these days with her. Anyone wanna go drinking and pearing , tell me rofl.

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2008-07-02T20:20:00.002+08:00

Just finish browsing through my wu ling mi ji, HEHE.

Randomly : I want to have some alcohol :(

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2008-07-01T21:42:00.016+08:00

Haven blogged for quite somedays. Ict test just over, thursday will be jap. School kinda really suck nowadays, everything all packed together. And the worse thing is we dun have anymore long holidays which means no hongkong for a long long time. But it's okay, i'll still skip school for that ^^

So last saturday went out to celebrate sabrina birthday with yan, my bro and esther !! Another friend was suppose to join us, but she's caught up with something, but it's okay~ We'll meet up another day for another celebration.

So went over to Plaza Sing with my bro to meet up with the rest. And sab din noe we're there. After that she got blind folded HOHOHO. And she can't see a thing and walk all the way to fish and co. Ate our dinner there. We manage to surprise her with a cake, and she's suppose to stand on top of the chair to blow out the candle. Credits to the Fish and Co stuff, thanks.

So after that the 3 of us went off. Went off den gave her a surprise at bugis and pass her the presents. Hope you like it !! So, after that cause it's a tired day, we all cabbed our way back.

Went to meet up with keong at batok with my bro after tat. Caught a movie and done some chattings. Army life seems fun yet scary, but i still have a year to go i guess.

Sunday night went to sunshine place with my bro to meet up with jerome who just came back. Done some drinking + pearing + talking, wa this is life. And now i feel like drinking again, shit. Anyone alcohol ?!

School life is busy but fun, whew.

Presenting to you the birthday gerl!

Getting blindfolded!

Si joker :X

Everyone elses~~

Up the stairssssss.

NO TRYING OF OPENING THE BLINDFOLD!!

I'm pretty sure i'll get scolded badly for posting this picture up :(

Wa i tell u , New York fish and chips is WOOHOO.

My fishhhhh.

She's forced to go up hiak hiak hiak

Sab and esther!

Sab and Yan!

Admit it, we're very neat eaters ROFL

Alcohol + Pear is =)

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2008-06-27T01:53:00.002+08:00

Song composed by Yap:

Please listen to this song I wrote for you
Cos never will a moment be this true
In your eyes there can't be no lies
I'll give it all for you

It all started that night when you needed someone
I was there to see your broken heart.
It killed me to feel your sorrow,
I was determined to be your tomorrow.

And tonight I tell you how much you mean to me
Hands clasped so tight ever so free.
Wished you were there everyday for me
Cos your all I ever need.

So here we are now , at the crossroads
I'm letting go of your hand.
But you took it back and then you whispered
those words I always wanted to hear.

And tonight I tell you how much you mean to me
Hands clasped so tight ever so free.
Wished you were there everyday for me
Cos your all I ever need.

If we won't make it
Then I will never take it
I'm never giving you up
I'm never giving you up

If you wanna come out with a song, den do it decently like the way he does lol. I'll say the lyrics' cool and emo. Maybe when it comes to composing song, what really matters is your own feeling and thoughts rather than merely coming out with fancy words to make it sound good.

And i must say we all have to admit and give credit to this friend of mine, one of the few talented friends of mine who came out with such fabulous lyrics. Thumbs up dude, looking forward to more of these.

But still i wanna say, the lyrics are rather emo, but i hope you are not lol. Life's good and fabulous and i'm sure you know that. Cya soon, alcohol soon =)

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2008-06-26T01:37:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone, i love wednesday cause it's always holiday for a few of us. Woke up at 2+ plus today cause i slept at 6 yesterday. Play one day level 96 le hor, mai siao siao, but i dun wan play today le, too tired already.

Met up with yap, bc, jz, edwin at yck today. After tat went over to amk hub to get things and walk walk. Wah i think i few months never go there already lol, last time used to go there for pool and movies but not anymore. After tat took a bus to bc hse there. WAH, the bus trip is ^$%^&#, it's super long ~

Went over to buy food, hiak hiak hiak. Coke is still the besttt drink ever, mix 也好, 不mix 也好. After tat went over for bbq to celebrate jk's bday !! DEN I WANT SAY, i think brandon really enjoy setting the bbq pit :X. Actually really very fun LOL. He set up the charcoal all those, den i keep playing with the firestarter, wa SONGGG. Too bad no beach, if not we can do the ritual thing again but tis time round on jk ~

After that = cook cook cook, eat eat eat. Then it's cake cutting time, mb go make one super full of alcohol de drink for jk LOL, cb one :X. After that it's drinking time with bc, yap, mb, jz and the rest. Wah whole bottle of absolut rasp finish le, still not enough for some of us. Next time we must get more, chivas next time okay , DEAL DEAL DEAL , silence means consentttttt.

Then after tat mr low get cheated into taking out his hp for tb to use, and his pear to share, and he got thrown into the swimming pool, twice, HIAK HIAK HIAK :X. I think he really enjoy night swimming cause after tat he realise his key is in the pool and he went down again LOL. AND I WANT SAY i got video of him falling down into the pool LOL, come and buy from me, cheap cheap 1 bluetooth $5. Lai lai ~

After tat cleared up everything and went back home. Happy birthday again pal, although it's a short celebration, but really hope u have fun ! Not much photos, just three and here goes :

The powerrrrr charcoal formation by bc!

Happy cake with birthday boy :D

Here's the evidence he drop into the pool!

happy birthday jk

2008-06-25T00:42:00.004+08:00

I know i say 100 times happy birthday also not equal to her one wish :(

HELLO everyone. I want to say happy birthday to two of my very guailan but very good friends, yes friendSSS. Happy birthday to Mr low junkai, slashkai and Miss chantel Yap. So instead of a boring happy birthday wish, let me say something then.

TO LOW JUN KAI :

SIAO EH, happy 19th birthday. Can i borrow your birthday wish for a while ? Since everyone got 3 wish, borrow me one. Okay, i know friends don't 计较 one. So here goes : I hope our princesses will break up soon !

My friend for 2 months only , cheyy =x. But i think friends no need say long or short one, doesn't make a difference at all eh. Glad to make a pubor friend in my new class. At least got people to pear together, got people to kb, got people to guailan, got people to disiao, got people to niam, at least class is much more interesting with that, AISEHHHH.

But then hor you must remember that, it's your honour to make this frd (ME ME ME ) cause i bring many many goodluck to you like, studying got haochu, like someone snatching away my corner seat during LOGSCM test, GOD DAMNIT, and and and like today, suppose wan leave, den end up going back to school for ...... ok, i think i too thick skin :(

Okay, all in all, Enjoy your bday dude, cya tomorrow !

TO CHANTEL YAP :

Happy birthday too my damn old friend. Yes we quarreled a lot of times in the past i think you still have the record of "Quarreling the most with me Top Position". I think no one can win you already. But surprisingly we all survived every quarrel i guess.

Okay for you i also want to steal a birthday wish. I wish chantel can be less forgetful, i wish she can remember more things for example wad is my sch and not keep getting the wrong sch cause it's kinda sad LOL.

Okay, just kidding , i know u din do that on purpose. 5 years plus friend already, not that i duno your lousy memory ! Anyway, been sucha long time since i last met up with you already, meet up for kopi someday. Work hard for your exams, enjoy your bday and hopefully i'll bump into you real soon , my old old quarrel the most and the most guailan female friend i ever made :)

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2008-06-24T04:35:00.006+08:00

To miss C, who might not really believe the existence of my absolut :D

It's 4.38am now, and i'm still awake. Dun ask me why, i think only 4 person i chat with just now will know why. And i'm feeling super pissed off at this very moment, but it's okay. I still want to be happy cause it's not worth my anger at all.

School just started today, kinda barely survive. Too tired, cause it's a 9 o clock lesson. Got back logscm result, whew, at least another pass. Marketing tutorial is still okay. After tat went to eat lunch with the rest, pass bc the present jk and me got for him. HIAK HIAK HIAK. Mai siao siao, HOPE U LIKE IT!

Den after tat went for lecture. Before that i went to fold a ship for somemore LOL, den after tat i went to pick wild grass and flower and brought into the lecture hall. Made a bouquet out of it and intend to give to maybe my princess or the other one. But den dun dare leh, very scary please.

After school went to pear with everyone and yap came over. Den it's back home sleep, sleep and sleep. And project and project and game and game, and i'm going to sleep soon i think. Oh ya, before that met melisa at cck, den went to lotone to settle her things. And ate our rather delicious waffles , after tat we both took 300 back home.

Swing swing swing, we'll explore cck and find any swings that we can. And then it's alcohol + emo talks + relax talk + casual talk + enjoy enjoy and enjoy :D

And i think everyone is having fun with my tagboard. Princess la hor, mushroom la hor, check wikipedia for mushroom definition somemore LOL, joker. Okay, goodnight, cya all tomorrow !

BC birthday

2008-06-21T16:45:00.014+08:00

Alright alright, i decided to be a good boy and blog more often. Pictures are at the end of the post, but be patient, cause this is an interesting post. Before i begin the post, i must teach everyone some life-important lesson.

1) Never alight at the wrong location while taking cab to pasir ris BBQ

2) Never book the BBQ pit on the wrong day

3) Never throw lighted cigg butts onto the floor with environmentalist around

4) Never play spinning around games at playground after alcohol as it leads to severe vomiting

5) Never bring laptop to BBQ pit, cause you will need to dry it with a hairdryer at home

Okay, please heed the warnings, cause it all happened yesterday, brandon's birthday celebration!! Met yap at yck den went down to hougang to find the rest. Went around the supermarket in search of food and drinks. And i must say, MB is right in buying 9 bottles of mineral water cause at the very end, it is TOTALLY NOT ENOUGH, DAMNIT.

After that cabbed down to pasir ris with wj, yap and tb. I must say, if you want to exercise a lot right, den you make the right choice of cabbing with wj LOL. Cause you will end up walking around 50 pits from one end to the other end in order to get to the pit you book.

You know, the walking distance is still fine, what happened is, when we reached there, the rest are already there. We are prepared to be mocked, but we have a even more pleasant surprise waiting for us - The bbq pit was booked yesterday and not today ! So we are pitless, and thanks to nam and the rest, we got another pit

BUT, listen carefully, it's pit 56 and we're at pit 5. SO everyone dragged our foods and drinks, and walked the long distance, we walked together with the sun, till the sun disappeared, and then we finally reached.

Begin cooking, eat eat eat, drink drink drink. Tiger beer, absolut vodka and not forgetting the most important one - Pearing :D. Then some shit happened, damn that 扁胸lady, her karma will come in the form that her 胸will become even more 扁 =)

After that went over to the beach there, for some self-sacrificial of BC. refer to the picture for the whole process, AND IS HE WANT US BURY HIM ONE, NOT OUR FAULT :X

Putting that aside, at night went over to the playground. I think the creators are a bit sick in the mind LOL, cause all the games there, makes you dizzy and faint and puke-ish. Quite a number of them vomitted, due to intensive spinning arounds on all the different games. Although i'm suffering from some muscleache, but i must say it's fun yesterday there :D

Went back to clean up and cabbed home after that ! And i got the priviledge of taking the first cab cause i stay at cck, thanks to jk, wj and the rest :D OKAY, let the pictures do the talking.

Artistic workpiece by BC =)

Happy face, he thought it's just a joke, but it's not...

The last wish of BC, a lighted stick..

Doing a last check on the ritual

Thou shalt bow to the sacrificed.

Starting of the prayers

The last and final image of BC, R.I.P :(

Presenting to you the one and only professional stuntman.

Sherman and TB's journey to the top, climbing..

And climbing..

Still climbing...

Finally on top~

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2008-06-19T00:44:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday !

生日快乐 !

Tan Joh Bi Omede Toh !

お誕生日御目出度う !

Selamat Hari Jadi !

생일 축하합니다 !

No emo-momos

No quiet-ness

No shooting of breadman flying :D

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2008-06-18T00:48:00.004+08:00

AWWWWWW or OWWWW :x

Hasn't been blogging about what i'm up to nowadays, kinda getting super lazy, so i'll just summarize what happened recently.

Last week : Many returns to school for project. Haiz, my group 2 person only so sad :( . lol, this is the first holiday that i went back to school so many times. Got holiday machiam no holiday like that, BUT ITS OK ! Hardworking okayyyy.

Went out the other day to vivo with my bro, yan, sab and esther. Wah seh, Kim Gary Hk cafe food is the bestttt. Especially the one we eat, hiak hiak hiak. Anyway, my bro and keong's in army now, aisehhh, botak botak botak, neh li neh li boo boo :D

Beside going out with them will be the IT fair WOOHOOO. Because so many friends are working there, so i think i went down 3/4 days of the IT fair. Haiz, think liao i very sad. First day go down got jk, second day got jk and sher, last day i go alone :(

HOHOHOHO, beside all these will be the prata-ingsss. Nonsense + nonsense + more nonsense. I think everyone got this habit of saying me, duno why man. Even the most emo one also like to shoot me now, SAD x 99999. Finally i'm back to normal today when i went to school. Okay la, a bit crazy, but at least im back, no more emo side already mai siao siao.

Last but not least, i want to sincerely apologise to two of my S friends. Sorry arh the other day while walking and at pool, that day mood really kinda bad i guess. But dun worry, i'm back already, flying around happily :D

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2008-06-17T01:15:00.001+08:00

MISSION FAILED.

She got no friendster :(

Okay, byebye, anti-social mode will be disabled soon, dun worry :D

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2008-06-16T01:18:00.005+08:00

I KNOW IM NOT SUPPOSE TO PUT TIS KINDA PHOTO, but just once ok, this once.

hmm, i guess, there're thousands of reasons to be unhappy for each and everyday. This not smoothly, that not happy, this person provoke you, that person make you feel down. But then i guess all in all, if you really think about it, there're definitely something each day that can make you smile.

A thing or two that happened, a person or two that make you smile and laugh. I guess this is life, ups and downs, downs and ups again. But then, in the end, what really matters is which issue you think about, those that make you frown and emo like mad, or the minority ones, that make you smile and laugh when you think about it.

I still chose to be happy though. Whatever happened in the past, or whatever happened now. Sad things i'll throw aside, happy things i'll remember for life. I don't have another 18 years old waiting for me, live it well, treasure what you have.

Just thinking a little bit more today, and i'm okay, dun worry :D

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2008-06-15T17:17:00.002+08:00

Haven blog for quite sometime, kinda really lazy, cause been out a lot of days, duno when to start. Will blog asap after today.

Guitar + some exercise + a movie a day + going out later..

Life is good, like today :)

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2008-06-10T23:57:00.006+08:00

Sand-TouSAH

OH OH OH, yes its meant to be OH and not HO, NoT HAPPY ARH :X Erm i think too tired makes your brain wires a bit screwed up, pardon me. Hmm, been out these few days, super shag but super fun.

Been doing a lot of things lately, Sentosa-ing, Dinner-ing, Drink-ing, Study-ing, Pear-ing. At least it's fun. It's worth the shagness. At least i sleep early everyday now ( i'm going to sleep soon, not msning at all, serious! ).

Went to sentosa on monday with units. Haven had a decent outing with them for a long time, nan de everyone free can go bath in the sun for a while. WAH i must say this, many of us turned into oily-cookable roasted meats. Erm, pardon me, oily is referring to tanning oil LOL.

Ya, team apple and team yam la hor lol AND ITS YAM NOT YAN PLS, other people play vball is cool cool name, den we all come out with weird weird name, HAIZ, so many weird people in the world nowadays, dunno whats wrong with the society :(

After that went to find one of my outside friend. Wah, relax, chill, relax, chill, laugh, laugh and more laughs till late night den went back home. Enjoyable la hor this monday :D

OKAY i very lazy to blog already, but i must say wa today my friend very happy, den i see le also very happy although i tio ka till my family cannot recognise me. Den my other friend i very disappointed towards him man. Haiz, i really dunno why nowadays friends is li yong each other one, pear finish, dota finish, prata finish den throw one corner, no need take a second look, like rotten bread like that. Duno whats the world coming to. You know after you alight the train i so sad till i want cry, haiz i dun wan continue le, now feel like shredding tears again, go take tissue byebye. Anyone want to give me some tissue ? lai1 LOL

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2008-06-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

Super busy monday. Super fun monday. Super tiring monday. Super laughterful monday. Thanks for the day, all. Sleeping soon, blog tomorrow , goodnight :D

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2008-06-08T02:50:00.006+08:00

Last train last train last train :D

2 Weeks holiday for now. Beginning of holiday a bit sian lol, duno what to do everyday. I think i better do a draft as to what i'm gonna do this holiday, if not after holiday gonna complain i nv spend my holiday well again.

Tonnes of project to do, 5 of them. Might start doing next week, try to finish it, so the second week can enjoy life already. First plan for holiday - Sleep early, go out more.

Just now went out chill with jk, sher and wj. Okay ar, eat eat chill chill talk talk pear pear, relax and enjoy life. And they came out with a strategic plan already, so fast. Plan name : Invasion of laptop mission 989 !!

And someone msn nick really will die one LOL. "......... father is the sole distributer for marlboro menthol", next time take bus u see how you die :D

haiz i dun wan blog le. Must be serious. Anyway, fp arh fp, cheer up, everythin will be okay, fsc will always be arnd :)

"
8/6/08 , 3.00am... From this time on, i'll be serious

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2008-06-06T21:31:00.005+08:00

Say hello to FEI FEI

Wah i think fei fei become a yellow butterfly already, according to my mum who happen to see a yellow butterfly at the plant today, i think he evolve into butterfree already :D There was another one called mao mao and a red spider called xiaohong but my parents manage to find them and threw them away, haiz. LOL.

School yesterday was super tiring, 8 o clock lesson. Then after that went to study jap at mac with kai, den after tat wj and jr came to join us for a while. Wah, jap is super tough, hand itchy somemore lor, got cross culture dun wan choose, go and choose jap, orbi quek. Some nonsense at mac, shikai la hor, bankai la hor lol. Study jap become study anime :(

Okay , after that jap test, super tough, hopefully can pass no need go back next tuesday. Night time went over to bishan meet up with sher and went for prata at serangoon with everyone. All the ka-ing and joking going on. lol, it's worth the long trip la, dun wry, distance is nothing. I think i very lucky, i seldom kana anything, bo bian, i nowadays must be serious liao, got my princess leh *BLUSHES LOL*. Dun call her name hor wj ^^

After that took a bus to bishan and went back home. I think someone owe me 10 packs, if not i'm gonna disclose something here. Keong came over last night, went out for supper with my bro and him. Slept at around 5+ i think -.- .

AND I MUST SAY before i sleep i have an interesting msn convo waiting for me. Tv more important than my future, HONG KONG BRAND RIGHT LOL, another one dun care abt my future when i dun care abt mine :(, and one more dota more important than my future. Because of these i so sad i sleep 13 hours yesterday night, haiz.

Finally a good day of sleep, 13 hours HIAK HIAK HIAK. Cousin came over today, talked about army and everything. No malaysia for me today lol, sleep is one of the most important thing in life for me, beside the princess....... OK im just joking, she's good, but just a friend.

Gotta start saving money already, need a few sums of money by end of holiday HOHOHO. And to the few kind, considerate, friendly, helpful, best-est people in the entire universe friends of mine, please think of a strategic plan for me, thank you, you guys ROCK LOL. BB

Life is good no doubt.. Let's learn to appreciate the things we have, no neglecting, no forgetting. Thanks.

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2008-06-06T02:56:00.002+08:00

LOL WTF I COME BACK FROM TV ONLY LA HOR. MY MSN CONVO STILL AROUND I STILL CAN SCROLL UP AND READ ONE.

MR LOW, MR ANG , MR SHER. YOU THREE WILL GET IT FROM ME SOON LOL.

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2008-06-05T01:26:00.005+08:00

Haiz, i say how many times le, smoking is bad for health.

Just now damn pissed off when i'm online. zz, dun get me involve when you all are the ones who want to have the outing. I dun even intend to turn up in the first place, so dun come and tell me to plan these and that. You all want go , you all plan yourselves, you all dun wan, den jolly well cancel it.

I dun have spare times to care about this kinda issue. In the first place, i'm not the one who wants the outing, so please get this clear, thank you. If you want me to plan, sure. Go eat prata at cck and everyone pear together, steady ?

After that went out at 11+ with my bro, ahsin, leon, zu, ah shen, revo, and their friends. Went out to gombak for some drink and prata. Pear like siao lol, i think tomorrow i need go buy liao. Slacked till around 1+ , den they drove us home. 3 cars sial, aiseh. If only some people that live near sk/hougang/bishan area can learn driving and drive me home during prata session, HAIZ.

Haven learn jap, i think tonight no need sleep liao. Lucky tomorrow got 3 hours break, if not i think i go take mc better. Leg finally recovered whew, swim during holiday :D

I think i dulan got haochu, LOL, come home only see 11 msn convo. Don't worry la, i'm okay. Appreciate the concern really, tml go back school i'll be high again. Okay back to studying already, if not tomorrow go school sian sian den die. Goodnight everyone.

I'm okay, thanks, appreciate it.

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2008-06-02T00:58:00.005+08:00

My friend want toy panda for birthday sial LOL

Wa, just came home not long ago. Reached home at 11.59 haven midnight ok mai siao siao. Yesterday night went out for movie with my bro and keong at batok. Catch the show indiana jones, not bad eh the show.

Before that i'm like i dun wan to watch, it's gonna be boring lol, but then turns out that the movie's quite interesting. After that went to eat at some nearby kopitiam, but the food is ...... :D Went back home after that AND SLEEP.

Woke up early to study today, after that went over to meet up with kai, sher and ym to study efma. Aisehhh, u read correctly man, STUDY. Wa first time i go over, i never alight at wrong bus stop and get lost, improvement on sense of direction~

Okay arh, sure pass one. I think i must ask this very important question : WHAT IS THE SHARE DIVIDEND JOURNAL ENTRY LOL.

Anyway, pear-ing while studying is good, enjoy life man. After that ym went off with her friends and the rest of us went to eat. Meowoof somemore la hor LOL. After that went back home, saw something on mrt, kinda spoil my mood alittle.

Haiz, i think i have to delete my blog cause of some ppl like :

Sn W dY says:
LAUGH TILL I WANT DIE ON BUS.

Sherman Life goes on.... [All Rights Reserved] says:
Just reached home like an hour ago. School today is tiring. 9 o clock lesson till 3. Especially jap lesson, damn dry. Anyway, after that went back home. Rest a while, bath, change and went over to find ....................

slashkai`5 K-Ѥ ????????????????????. says:

Yours Ray.

I DUN WAN BLOG LIAO LOL, IN CASE SOME NONSENSE PPL PASTE THIS IN MSN HAIZ. BB

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2008-05-31T16:59:00.002+08:00

Pear-ing at home + some chocolate marshmallow after that is nice LOL

eh i forget no,

2008-05-30T00:53:00.008+08:00

This is call going the wrong direction -.-

Just reached home like an hour ago. School today is tiring. 9 o clock lesson till 3. Especially jap lesson, damn dry. Anyway, after that went back home. Rest a while, bath, change and went over to find jk.

I think i must really bring a map out everyday man, 4 bus stop i can end up at the 6 bus stop which is so damn far away LOL. After tat take a bus to serangoon prata shop.

I think the bus people will be abit shocked, cause somehow there's a tour guide sitting beside me explaining to me which route leads to where like non-stop from the beginning of the bus journey all the way till we reach. LAUGH TILL I WANT DIE ON BUS.

After that reached the prata shop, awhile more everyone reached :D. Ordered an egg prata and teh terik lol. LOL I THINK I VERY HAPPY TODAY cause wj and the rest is all exhausted from kickbox if not i think, i no need eat finish liao :(

Slacked + peared there till around 10+ and take bus to bishan with sher. lol, i think by the time i reach yck mrt station everyone reached home already, haiz.

OK ARH, quite fun there, quite a lot of jokes going around, lucky i only kana a bit, i think i must say this : TI GONG BO BI. LOL. OK i think i better stop my nonsense, i go do my finance tutorial now.

Wait before i go, i recommend everyone to see this. Wa this video damn interesting man.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6DFzSD_YNA&feature=related

Cya all next thursday man LOL, dun worry la i got train concession no kick man, the long journey back can see gerls ^^

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2008-05-28T02:00:00.004+08:00

HIAK HIAK HIAK, just finish watching some emo show online and i'm too tired to go online msn. But thought i'll blog for a second, so im here.

I think i'm quite lucky in life eh, despite all the disputes and other problems that keep popping up like like how schoolwork is neverending. One of the luckiest thing i have beside my family i think will be all the different people and friends i meet.

Through these years, i met so many people, so many different types of people lol. So many come, so many go, but still some remains, and newer ones came in. I think i really learn a lot from everyone, good things of course.

I think i'm really quite lucky eh, no matter how sucky i get at times lol, whenever i know i dun feel good, that's definitely people i can turn to. No matter how many shit problems i have, when i turn to any of these people, i'll definitely be 9999 times happier.

I just wanna say thanks eh everyone, anyone, who make me smile everyday, even for just a split second. I'M HAPPY EVERYDAY MAN, despite the schoolwork, the random sudden no mood-ness, and waking up early, god damnit lol.

I THINK emo shows make you think a lot, GOODNIGHT :D

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2008-05-27T01:43:00.005+08:00

First time alley no person sial

Wa, quite shag this few days lol, i think i really studied like mad. Went out on sunday for dinner with my family, my bro's birthday :D The food there is alright ! Then after that went back home and continued studying my log test.

Today log test is GG. I finish the paper in 15 minutes and started drawing my fabulous artpiece on the question paper. I think i'm gonna flunk this quite badly LOL. But nvm arh, did my best already.

After that din went for lecture, stayed outside all the while, relax a bit. After the lectures, went to study with jk and ym at mac. Wj and the rest came to join us also. HAIZ, people smart study 25 minute, we need study 4 hours LOL. Really is chiong man. We studied all the way from 4 till around 8+ in school.

I think this is the only year i've seen the most moonlight in school, excluding night lessons. After that ym went back home cause she dun wan accompany us go jalan kayu eat prata , haiz. The food there is delicious as usual, except for our drinks that came soooooo late.

I think hor, today alone i accumulated a lot of karma and baoyins already. I think i must stop some of my nonsense LOL. Some only :D . And then i really enjoy visiting the zoo man , OKAY SECRET U DIAM LOL.

After eating, pear for a while and went back home. Met daryl at dhoby eh. Chatted a short while, dinner soon with the rest man ~ Went back home and online-ed at around 1 plus. Chatted till 3+ with a few of my nonsense friends, haiz.

Actually i want sleep early one, but then hor they just dun wan let me sleep man :( Crapped on msn with nonsense and guailan people. And two ^*#^*# still go and check calender and classlist for my birthday man, so disappointedddd. And although u two duno each other, u two guailan-ness really can challenge. Nice to do some catching ups, really.

I THINK HOR, i got more and more nonsense friends le LOL, but then life's definitely good. And we all must know that studying really got 好处one leh =)

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2008-05-24T21:21:00.003+08:00

Hmm, dun feel that good today eh. Duno why lol. I think one things' all the schoolwork piling up next week and i haven even started. BUT OKAY LA, at least some crapping on msn this afternoon with everyone, that's something good for today, at least.

Another thing is i haven stepped out my house since last wednesday LOL. I think i need to get some fresh air man. If not i think i'll turn into an emo freak on monday when i go to school :D

Because of the fact i'm stuck at home, i'm back at dota-ing. Okay la, lol, i'll train more man, a lot more, if not my total death = total death of teammate and opponents, sigh.

I think i need some pear later in the night. Go wash up now, cause i feel damn f up, bb.

P.S : I think i might not be msn-ing later lol, dun want to spread my sian-ness man. One person enough, BYEBYE.

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2008-05-21T22:34:00.004+08:00

LOL THIS IS A NEW POST WITH THE SAME PICTURE

LOL. I decided to still put this to disturb people. Because i'm gonna be stuck on this chair for quite sometime due to whatever reason, so i think i have the time to blog today.

School is not bad today eh. Din go for the lecture in the morning cause i'm really super tired out after studying last night. Woke up at 11.30 and left home at 11.45, awesome :D.

Marketing lesson is funny lol, that teacher always wanna pick on me one. People present at their chair, when it's me , he purposely wanna ask me go to the front present the answer. But it's okay, I WILL SURVIVEEEEE. FIRST I WAS AFRAID, I WAS PETRIFIED, KEPT THINKING I COULD NEVER LIVE WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE~ Sorry i'm just trying to be lame by singing out the lyrics of that song :(

Anyway, after the lesson, manage to sneak into the lecture hall for EFMA lol, go there for 5 minute and i manage to get my attendance, aisehh~ Met huiling and the rest, had a little chat with them !

Went to study at the library with jk, wj and their friends. See my new friends all so hardworking one, i also must be hardworking LOL. Mian bao chao ren somemore lor, you all try la hor :X And no icon-ing on msn dudes. Stayed in school till around 7+. The rest of them went to eat at mac and i went out to buy something, what is it arh... HUANLO... Tat word joking only arh ,no offence dude :D. Too free already arh bo bian, need some exercise !

After that went back to find them, pear for awhile after that. DEN I RUN OVER SOME OVERHEAD BRIDGE, DEN ...... After that my dad came to drive me home and here i am free and blogging.

Anyway, to that frd of mine who wanna challenge stubborness with me, i admit defeat ok *wave white flag* LOL

Random statement of the day : I think i've long forgotten what it means to be unhappy and emo, thanks arh peeps.

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2008-05-21T01:35:00.006+08:00

LOL, let pictures do the speaking ba

Okay i'll blog about monday which is like 2 - 3 hours ago. I think arh, this is the one of the busiest monday so far.

Woke up at around 8 in the morning and went to gym with my bro and keong. Went to breakfast at lot one before that. Gymed for like an hour only, din manage to do much, cause kinda in a rush. After that quickly went back home, wash up, change, grab my laptop and guitar and off to school.

I WANT SAY THIS LOL, SOME ^*@& have to guailan me LOL, say i tml bring piano to school right~ U WAIT LATER I REALLY BRING XIA SI NI :D

So had our ICT test, lol alright la, not good grades but acceptable. After that is efma tutorial, as usual, our msn conversation , but 5 people in it today lol. But that's enough, it's always fun to chat with everyone. Some alcohol or clubbing or pubbing when you peeps birthday come ba, deal !

EXCEPT FOR THE MUSHROOM PART LOL. IT'S OKAY MAN, I WILL RENN. What about the mushroom.. i dun wan blog about it LOL, secret ok, just rmb dun ever talk to the few of them about me in msn and that's fine ~

After efma lesson, went to study in school with jk. Manage to finish our marketing project, left the last week part, will complete it by tomorrow i guess. I got free music halfway studying, aisehhhh.

Left school at about 8.45, went over to eat prata at JALAN KAYU or something lol i duno how to spell. Delicious eh, done quite a bit of talking while eating. And i think i today super guailan, but its ok :D. After that went to pear at bus stop for a while and slack a bit and went back home. I think my friend today listen emo song also will smile :D

OH YES I WANT SAY, SOMEONE WILL HAVE KARMA LOL. FOR MAKING ME BLAST MY SPEAKER IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND LAUGH LIKE SIAO. I will uninstall my msn plus soon LOL.

Okay lah, awesome monday, and i want tell eveyone something, study got 好处one okay ~

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2008-05-19T23:16:00.003+08:00

A little lazy to get any photo, so... Here's last christmas.

Just came back home. Long weekends' over. Meaningful long weekend i'll say. Out for all these 3 days.

Went over to that joker's house the other day for some intensive studying and projecting lol. Got lost on the way there, for like hmm, half an hour , SIGH. Refer to my last entry and you'll know that sometimes, studying too much makes you a bit insane LOL.

So, manage to do a little of work, and then some guitaring along the way, some crapping, some laughing, and some pear-ing. First time really sit down and do work yea, lets ignore the nonsense part for now :x . Not bad ar, at least we manage to finish something. Din join him and his friends for prata, i bu hao yi shi pls, haiz. If only there's some kneeling down and tea LOL, joking.

The other day went out to celebrate my bro's birthday with sabrina, yan and huiwen. Went over to Novena to have buffet at Vienna or something. Delicious food i'll say, kinda really bloated after the meal lol. THE MOST DELICIOUS THING THERE IS MARSHMELLOW WITH CHOCOLATE ~ And i drank milk tea with some added red wine due to someone trying to poison me, but it's okay at least no stomachache for the time being :D

After that went to walk walk for awhile and we went back home. Rested a while and went out for movie with my bro, keong, ah sin and terry. Went over to westmall to catch the movie Congkak. Malay ghost movie, not bad arh and some part quite funny lol. After that went to eat at mac and went back home !

Went out for dinner with bao, low, dallas, gel, suhui, denise and yelyn. Went to cck park instead of steamboat, cause not everyone are around. Delicious food as usual, except for the no roti-john part :(

After that i went to buy things and joined them at mac for some slacking. Done quite some talking at mac and some catching-ups with them. Not bad arh. Will meet up with them soon again.

P.S : Next wednesday if i tio ps or i cannot contact, i give you two letters dude : GG

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2008-05-17T18:42:00.004+08:00

MY FRIEND BESIDE ME NOW IS SIAO. STUDY HALFWAY SING SONG FOR 2 HOURS.

I THINK I MUST TAKE A VIDEO AND UPLOAD TO YOUTUBE. YES, CONTINUE SINGING SOMEMORE, CONTINUE MAN. THERE'S A KNIFE ON THE TABLE NOW DUDE.

NO NEED TO STUDY LIAO, GG.

HIGHWAY TO HELL SOMEMORE, YOU TRY LOR. YOU REALLY WILL GO HELL MAN LOL.

I THINK I NEED TO RECONSIDER AND FIND NEW AND NORMAL FRIENDS IN LIFE.

BYEBYE. I DUN WAN BLOG LIAO.

NOW HE GO : I SMOKE MY CIGGARETTE WITH STYLE. AND HE KEEP REPEATING THAT PHRASE. I WILL USE MY CIGGS AND BURN HIM LATER, DUN WORRY.

BB

Okay, i'll add this in, fun day studying AISEHHH~

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2008-05-16T22:32:00.004+08:00

Aisehh, my lamp siall :D

HELLO. I think i must learn to blog more often , but sometimes it's kinda lazy eh~ One more week of school gone. Next monday's a public holiday and friday is a school holiday. More tests and projects coming already. Gotta be real busy with work in a week or so.

Still manage to cope with schoolwork, at least a little. But at least i look forward to school eh. Went joggin in school the other day.. NOPE, i mean just running to the lecture hall with gene to get her laptop. And i demand $50 for the jog, cause my leg is meant for running olympic LOL.

Went to city hall the other day. For the damn NE project, so we went over there to take a photo at the war memorial hall. And then it's off to starbucks for some slacking session and went back home after that.

Everyday go school laugh here and there, play a bit, skip a little lecture, listen in class for a while, pear a little. And it's home , cooooool ~

Haven swam for ages, so please remember how i look like, take my photo and use photoshop add some brightness and you'll know how i look like :x.

EFMA and finance tutorial today. EFMA is a joke lol, as usual no one is listening in class. I think we need some donation of stars, sighhh....

AND SOMEONE OBVIOUSLY HAVE A MSN MESSENGER THAT NEEDS TO BE RE-INSTALLED OR DELETED :X.

I still prefer to say it's a technical problem with msn messenger. But it did happen, so please believe us gene :D

Finance lesson is okay, but it's getting tough. After school stayed in school to study, yea right lol. Stayed in sch to accompany that good imagination friend of mine who die die want say is spirit(LOL) to study btt.

You cannot go into the bus zone during : Monday - Sat : 7.30am to 9.30 am , Friday 4.30pm to 7pm, Saturday 11.30am to 2pm. LOL. okay enuff nonsense. I'll take a nap and go online msn later ~

P.S : I realise now i have two korean drama good friends with the same surname. But wats past is past, rmb that pal.

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2008-05-13T22:49:00.007+08:00

Don't say i never put okay :D

OKAY, i declare wednesday which is tomorrow is a holiday lol. But not just me only, everyone is doing that so yaa.... It's a class bonding thing ok~

Another 2 days of school gone, yes it's getting interesting lol. Maybe just like a friend said, i go school machiam go clubbing like that. BUT WHO CARES, relax righttttt :D

Everything is fine for now. Schoolwork is still kinda tough and lotsa projects and tests are coming up. But then other than that, life is kinda smooth and enjoyable now. Haven met up with so many people for sucha long time. Gotta do some catching ups real soon, maybe some weekend when everyone are free.

Bonding better and better with class nowadays. Such as the damn busiest msn conversation we had during marketing lesson, RIGHT EVERYONE ?! But haiz, i always tio shoot one :( . No choice man, too innocent in class, too easy a target LOL.

Lately been out for suppers quite often with my bro, leon, ah sin, zuzu and his friends. Thanks for all the car rides~ Prata in the middle of the night is awesome :D Still haven decide when to pick up driving lessons, let's wait till i'm more free~

I MUST SAY THIS : Lately, i've been doing my tutorials dilligently and i went to gym today :X. There is a reason why i'll say this... SO far i think only yinmei knows it LOL. Shall be revealed another time.

OKAY, time to bath and eat dinner. Although it's like 11 o clock now lol, slept all the way since i reach home today.

P.S : I like the song cherry.. Sigh, it's just so damn nice tat i can't stop thinking of it for even a second LOL. Btw, let's say hi to my newly made relative, hello :D. I think i'm so gonna die on thursday -gone-

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2008-05-10T01:31:00.011+08:00

Absolut minis. For you to consume strictly at school cause it's so tiny :D

Hi all, hasn't been blogging for quite sometime. Kinda really busy with school life nowadays. Met up with leon at sunshine place with my bro the other day for supper. Woah, talk for like 2 hours plus, about army, and all the hairstanding stories and experiences. Kinda cool to just sit there and chitchat, but one jialat thing is i reached home at 4am and i've lesson at 8 , the next morning ~

Kinda haven recovered from my cough since i came back from hk. And the cough is getting worse nowadays. I think someday i'll see blood coming out :X . Okay, touch wood!

Hmm, second week of school's over already. Woah. First week of school and second week of school is totally different. Kinda noe more of our classmates already, with one particular friend that our clique got close to eh.

Everything's damn okay now. No problems no nothing. And school's just like clubbing for me now LOL. I guess a couple of us will know why. Damnit, i wonder what's my purpose in going to school nowadays. Am i there to simply study, or is my sole purpose there to ........ :D

Whatever it is, i kinda really enjoy school nowadays. Of course i miss people like the craps of huiling, the lameness of jh, the act-shyness of gurlaine, the kinda-corrupted-already de shuyee, and the recently overly tanned mao !

But still , life goes on i guess, we'll all still meet up to go out. Although i've been like playing non-stop these couple of days, but i din neglect my studies. So, don't worry eh peeps. I'm still doing fine with my schoolwork like rushing my tutorials till 5am on thursday night !

Neverthelessly, i wanna say class is damn cool with people like ym, fb, siti, pp, sx, yao and jk. Woah. Tell me why should i complain about waking up early when i can meet everyone. Okay, although sometimes i still have the tendacy of wanting to skip school... BUT LETS IGNORE THAT FOR NOW.

I enjoy crapping in school, crapping on msn in school and at home, talking one-on-one with so many people from our clique, disturbing someone abt veggies, drawing funny things on msn during EFMA lesson, playing games where the penalty is drinking absolut vodka when we skip lecture, and the "Peahhh " ( this particular friend will noe tis LOL, but i duno how to spell laa) sessions before, during and after school. Tell me why shld i not enjoy school :)

Last but not least i said i'll blog this so here it is. OPEN YOUR EYES big big, pal.

S asked S out on date siall. LOL, okay, secret eh. Peace treaty again ok :X

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2008-05-06T00:59:00.004+08:00

lol i bet this is the most tiring monday ever

Tell me how it feels like to be out the whole day for 15 hours. And to be without any solid food for at least 12 hours :X . Okay, just kinda lazy to have breakfast and lunch in school. So just waited for dinner instead.

School's awesome today. Finally i kinda look forward to school eh. Done quite some decent chat with different friends. At least school seems a lot better compared to last week i guess. Except for the lesson part that is. Lotsa work to do and a lot of understanding needed. Plus some intense part at the later part of school today, but i shan't elaborate on that.

Hmm, so went back home after school and reached home at 5.50. And i left house at 6pm and went over to town with my bro. Got his headporter pouch already. Den after tat yan came over to sab shop also.

And we went to eat nana thai again. It's still damn delicious, but kinda in a rush today cause of the movie. AND I DRANK HOT TEA *^&#&^@ !! But it's okay, i'll be able to drink coke when i recover :D.

Went to catch the movie 'Ironman' at cineleisure. Quite an awesome movie i'll say. And that's the reason why i din fall asleep i guess. After that we all cabbed home. And i struggled walking to the cab cause i guess no food for awhile = no energy for the whole day lol. Can't even walk properly.

I think i better stop this habit of not eating, or my gastric is gonna be damn serious next time. Okay, sleeping soon i guess, ja mata peeps.

And today's the most tiring monday, but probably the best monday for months. Cheers, and thanks arrhhhhh !

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2008-04-28T23:28:00.003+08:00

This just means that school started -.-

Okay, first day of school's over. Hmmm.. Kinda damn dry the lesson today, so i'm like high at the beginning and not high throughout... ORE SANJOU... OK CRAPS!

So got into a new class and the good thing is that there's still some of us around. It's the first day of school and there's like project submission on the 4th or 5th week and 20% ica somewhere near there too. Kinda a lot tougher than year 1.

Tomorrow will be a lot better, cause i swear i'll sleep like more than 2 hours tonight !!

Saturday :

Went to town with my bro and yan. Due to the accident at PIE, we're stuck on 190 for at least 2 hours. It's super ^#&^#^ when you see the bus go a short distance, and stop and continue doin that for 2 entire hours. So talked abt a lot of things during the trip, and things like studying for me especially. Thanks for the help.

So we reached town at around 9.40 and so it means that sab have to work an additional OT of 40 minutes FOC :X

After that went to eat at nana thai restaurant. OMG, we ordered a 6 person pax and we manage to finish every single bit of it lol. This just shows how hungry we are due to the jam ! But i must say the food there is damn delicious ~ OK, cya all this saturday.

Sunday :

I think i just rested at home kamen-ing the whole afternoon. Cause i woke up like 3+ in the afternoon after watching nba the previous night. AND YES I WATCHED IT !!!!!

Then went to jog at cck park and meet up with aaron , daniel and eugene there. Okay, i think my stamina is real bad lol, gotta work a lot harder already.

So, done lotsa talking with them. Okay, not a lot to be exact but did some catching up with them. Afterall i think i haven't met them for a month + already. Let's go eat after you peeps matches end.

AND ONE MORE THING, COME AND CRASH MY POLY MAN !

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2008-04-27T04:04:00.004+08:00

Okay, i'm lazy to blog about details of saturday for now. I'LL BLOG ON MONDAY SINCE IT's school start. But i'm super looking forward to it, and trust me, i'm not deceiving myself :D

Alright, just wanna say happy 18th birthday to melisa ! Enjoy yourself okay ! Next week i'll prolly ask you to go ice-skating. Thanks arh, for like everytime listening to my nonsense emo-ish problems all the time in the past. But i'm sure that won't happen again cause i'm really pleased with life now. Hope you're doing well with life and school also :)

AND ALSO happy birthday to xiuhui also !!

OKAY, one last thing, it's 4am now. AND TO A SPECIFIC PERSON : I'm watching nba later man ! AND GOLEM is whitee.... :X

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2008-04-24T23:57:00.003+08:00

One word : intensity.

Another two word : crazying soon

Another one sentence : My head is splitting since i just went down to jog.

Ja mata.

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2008-04-21T01:53:00.016+08:00

Okay peeps!

I'm here to blog already, As you all know , i've just returned from hongkong a couple of days ago. Kinda still not quite used to the weather here.

Friday : delivered the kinder surprise to melisa, glad you like it ! I'll get it for you everytime i go overseas !

Saturday : Went to town with my bro and yan. Done a lot of talking on the bus and the usual seating arrangement :D

WENT TO FIND SAB AND HUIWEN ! Haven met them since i'm at hongkong for the past week. Really happy to see all of them, i'm dead serious. After that went to eat at the thai restaurant at fareast. THE FOOD THERE IS NICE, but din eat a lot cause i ate dinner at home already.
After that huiwen went back and the rest of us went to find esther. HER DOG LOOKS LIKE CAT PLEASE. But i must say it's super cute~~

Went to one of their houses after that ! DEN... TADAAA. I dun want to go into details. But i wanna say this : I'M damn happy when i know that somehow i manage to make others happy in a way or two, and that's really good enough ~

Sunday : Woke up to cut my cake, cause it's my lunar birthday! After that went to meet up with sab , yan and huiwen at cck with my bro. And we took 190 to town again, SAME SEATING ARRANGEMENT AGAIN FOR THE GUYS ^^

EHH, den after that we went to cine to eat the awesome fish and chips. And went to catch the movie forbidden kingdom. I think the movie's really awesome if you ask me.

After that we went to play some arcade. Where i get addicted to one particular machine :X . Next year birthday change 1k SGD and let me play and i'll be satisfied TEE HEE HEE.

WENT TO DINNER AFTER TAT AND ATE TIE BAN SAO. Can't finish it, but it's really nice. BUT I GOT FINISH THE MEAT, NEVER FINISH THE BEANSPROUTS ONLY ! So i wasted like 50 cents only. After tat walk walk abit and we went back home.

P.S : I wanna say i really enjoy this holiday, although it's coming to an end, but then all i wana say is thanks for making it an enjoyable one. I think sometimes the people you hang around with really leave an impact on you and as times goes by you really learn things from them. Their actions, their behaviors, their characters and so much so much more. I've learnt to be a lot happier and i'm starting to think sensibly towards life now, arigato ~

AND i'm gonna work hard this sem already, gotta pull my gpa up. I GOT A VERY GOOD EXAMPLE TO FOLLOW AND ASK ADVICES FROM, THANK YOU, REALLY. And another thing is i'm glad i can confide my problems to people like who i just talked to today on the bus and who i'm talking to now in msn. Thanks a million.

Okay, photos time ~

BEST-EST CURRY FISHBALLS IN HONGKONG

My red bean ice ~

Awesome meatballs

ME AND MY DAD ON THE FERRY ^^

Yes, it's taken in Hongkong

Sab trademark :X

THEY ARE giving a very bushuang (unhappy) expression AND I DUNO WHY :X

As always, the best-est couple i met :D

I think he is shocked by her transformation LALALA :X

Huiwen and her specs :X

Just true people, thats all.

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2008-04-20T01:06:00.002+08:00

JUST REACH HOME, its 1am noww. Gotta turn in for the night soon, kinda really sleepy and tired now. Will blog about today after tomorrow~ since i'll be out tomorrow too.

ALL I WANNA SAY IS, it feels good to know that you manage to bring a laughter or smile to anyone else that matters to you, and that's enough.

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2008-04-17T16:18:00.004+08:00

Okay, flying back tomorrow already. Thanks for the concerns i'm alright already ! Alive, kicking and as HIGH AS ALWAYS. Hongkong's a cool place, went to a lot of places this couple of days. Kinda dun feel like returning back to singapore already.

BUT, there are still so many many people i've to meet and do some catching up with, HOW CAN I NOT GO BACK TO SG ! ( IM GONNA MEET UP WITH EVERYONE BEFORE SCHOOL START, I DUN CARE IF JC PEOPLE ARE BUSY). School's starting on the 28th, i used to dread the thought of school reopening, but i duno why, i kinda look forward to it now.

A couple of us won't be in the same class already, but neverthelessly, we'll all still meet up for lunch, and we'll never change.

Cause the fact remains that we all have something in common, that craziness, that high-ness, that forever nois-est bunch in lecture hall, and that something that not all others have, which is that bond we all share. Cheers, because poly year 1 is fabulous with all of you around. OK ENUFF , CYA ALL SOON.

P.S : I'll be back at night on friday HOW TO GO SENTOSA TANNING PLS. Nvm, i open window on the plane. ENJOY YOURSELVES, school start den go again, if not you peeps prolly wont see me again, cause i'll be camou-ing at some white walls in school ~ Enjoy there arh!

hk

2008-04-14T23:22:00.002+08:00

Okay, you peeps should most probably have an idea where i am now. But damnit, i'm real sick cause of the weather. Hope to see you guys soon , take care many many peeps.

2008-04-10T12:11:00.014+08:00

Alright, so yesterday's my birthday. Thanks a lot for all who actually remembered and bothered to drop a wish to me !

So yesterday woke up and was supposed to meet up with sab and yan at cck at around 2 with my bro. Ended up preparing everythingg. When i heard a ding-dong, and they're outside my house with a cake. HIAK HIAK HIAK.

SO it's surpriseeeeeee. And okay, i really wanna say thanks a lot, din really say much then, cause YOU KNOW sometimes when something happen suddenly, your brain kinda just freeze right there.

So it's some cake-cutting, and i got my present from the 3 of them. A wallet from agnes b, damnit, it definitely cost a bomb for them. And whats worse is that basically i got conned by the three of them the previous day and actually chose the wallet myself, cause i thought yan was the one who was buying it. ITS OK, i'll have my revenge someday yo.

So after that went over to vivo ! It's a long ride via bus ! Went to buy movie ticx, before going for lunch at Hk Kim Gary. It's a hongkong cafe and the food there is super nice, but the supreme curry is really damn spicy lol, had a hard time finishing them. BUT THE TOAST THERE IS SUPERB.

After that went to catch the movie "Three kingdoms - resurrection" . It's a nice show and some part of it is kinda sad! SOooo, after the movie went to eat at White Dog cafe. THE PIZZA THERE IS DAMN NICE and the drink is damnnn nice also. I drank the peppermint latte ! After that we took the train home :D

Okay, i wanna say it here that seriously a big thank you to the three of you. I know the present is damn costly, and you all really put in a lot of effort to surprise me with the cake, present and everything. Frankly speaking, this is a celebration with lesser people compared to the previous years, but it's one of the best. Cause it's the most heartwarming one, with people who are so close, and people who really understand my character the most, and at the same time not take advantage of it at all.

Thanks a million, deep down , cause yesterday is a blast, probably one of the best-est birthday celebration i had and will have.

They understand my character more than anyone else, all of them.

When you make a wish~

SEE HOW HAPPY I LOOK when im with them :D

MY BRO AND I AND MY DEAR CAKE HIAK HIAK

YES IT'S MY MESSY ROOM, THEY ARE AT MY HOUSE!!

FU QI LIAN as always (zoo + hkcafe? :X)

My bro and I !

Look at the funny straw part and her funny expression ~

Admit it, i'm good at photoshoots

Yan and sabrina~

Hongkies are the best !

Me and sab, 12 years+ already okay !

HER DAMN COOL mushroom soup, AND THATS SUPPER MIND YOU :D

Sabrina's damn cool strawberry latte

Agnes b wallet from the three of them, thanks :D

wah seh

2008-04-09T13:04:00.001+08:00

wah seh, nothing makes me happier than all the birthday wishes i get from all the different people, glad tat you peeps all remembered. AIRGATO x 999999 -gone-

hiak hiak hiak

2008-04-06T22:23:00.008+08:00

If you say the weather describes the mood, here's my mood for now.

Okay i haven blog about last week yet, but i've much to do now, and i'm super lazy to go into details. So here goes :

Last week, went to gym one of the days with my bro and keong , /flex ! It's super muscleachexhaustion (If u understand ) . So, that was one fineeeee day at gym. Really is chiong to the max, till the body can't take it.

So, last week is huiwen birthday also ! Went down to town with my bro and yan to meet up with sabrina. Overall it's a pleasant surprise for her birthday ! She din notice our evil scheme, TEE HEE HEE ! After that went over to kbox till midnight, and we all cabbed home after that. Thank you to the kind cab uncle. Anyway huiwen's at china now, hope she enjoys herself !

So the day after huiwen birthday went to watch concert. Okay, not concert, i just went to kbox with some fabulous people who sings fabulously well, although i sing super litttleeeeeee, but i must say i really enjoyed myself, seriously ! AND THANKS YOU FOR THE TREAT SABBIE !!

After that went to kallang to take some COOL toy. And i went over with them to hai die music school for their exam. HIAK HIAK HIAK, one word to describe their singing : Awesome ! Believe it or not , if you dun believe, too bad ! So it's a long long long ride home via mrt. Done a lot of talkings on the way back home.

I must say THANK YOU THE BOTH OF YOU, TEE HEE HEE. I'm damn serious. Although i shine like the brightest light tower on earth at times, i'm proud of it haha. And what's most important is that i really learnt a lot from the both of you, be it the way you all deal with life and problem or how your characters go. Really appreciate it, sab&yan.

Okay, i'm gonna finish tis epi of den-o and proceed to coming out with my MUST-BUY list for next friday if you know what i'm talking about. Ciaos people !

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2008-04-01T14:13:00.003+08:00

I just feel like escaping to that faraway isle

Hoho, i just dun feel as good this few days as how i used to be since the beginning of the holiday till last week.

No this isn't emo, because like one friend used to say : Emo is feeling unhappy without reason. And i've my reason. Just that i dun wanna put it out here and dun wanna make it known to everyone out there.

Haven felt this way since a long time ago. But i guess feeling down sometimes is inevitable. I realise my mindset have changed a lot over this past few days. I'm getting used to life now and also how different people behave and how people differ in their character.

I realise i'm really starting to view things through another angle now. I'm no longer that foolish person in the past who do things without thinking, speaks without thinking, and keep making mistakes.

Wish me luck, i wanna stay this way. Because i know i'm better off this way :D.

But i'll never exactly grow up because i'll always be that childish kid who's in dou dou class, that kid who just completed his o level, that guailan kid who always want to have his way, that funny kid who wanna go to zoo and underwater world, that stupid kid who buys donut for people.. That's something that will never change, because although the world is full of Team Rocket, there will still be kind and nice pikachus around :)

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2008-03-29T11:04:00.009+08:00

Donuts donuts donuts, 1 big one for my family and 4 for ....... whoever they are :D

Monday :

ERM i dun wan go into toooo much detail cause it's quite somedays already. But then i wanna say monday is real fun ! I went to town at night, met up with sab who's working there, den yt came also.

So, it's erm chat chat chat chat , den after that went to eat at HK CAFE. Okay, ate the cheese one :X , BUT NO, I STILL WANNA SAY SWEET AND SOUR IS THE BEST LOL. So there' s a bit of threatening going on at hk cafe where i'm kinda extorted to say out something (NAH IT'S NOTHING IMPT ) .

After eating took the mrt back home. And then it's a long long long long long talk on the train about some stuff. OKAY, hope 1 year pass by fast fast.

Wednesday :

Okay, i woke up at 8+ in the morning, REALLY. Went to gym with my bro and keongie. OKAY, i wanna say KEONGIE IS COOL COS HE really made the effort to wake up early and go to gym despite the fact that he just recovered and that he's working in the afternoon, ARIGATO YES, REALLY.

So it's gym gym gym gym gym, suppose to go today also, but oh well -.- i'm still having muscleache and i bet the two of them too are having the same issue. So most probably next week then !

Thursday :

Okay, i went for swimm in the morning ( thats the result why i really become so tanned that day that people say : How come you suddenly become so black , wei shen mo bian zhe me hei :X ) . So, i came back home , ate lunch , and went down to suntec.

Went to find keong to talk ! (he's working there WOOHOO ) . After that went to donut factory to buy tonnes of donuts. Went back home after that.

Ate dinner and went out on a delivery quest. So, delivered my first package to .... :D Then went to town to find sab and huiwen ! So it's chatting and chatting and chatting. Then after that huiwen mum drove us to cck, thank you auntie and huiwen !

After that sabbie and i went to find yt awhile and she went back home and i continued my delivery journey via walkinggg. Luckily my dad went to drive me back home or i think i'll die out there cause i nearly get banged by a taxi which i din notice LOL.

ENOUGH BLOGGING, ERM I GO DO MY THINGS, CIAOS.

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2008-03-27T13:21:00.003+08:00

That one Magic word.

Okay, i still don't want to blog about what i've been doing these few days :x . I'll do it in a day or two i swearrrr !

So was thinking of this one word today while swimming/tanning. That one simple word called respect ! OKAY, this isn't gonna be interesting, read at your own risk ;D

So i thought about it and it comes to my mind that there's two kinda respect i give to others. One's the basic respect we have for one another despite how close or distant we are. The other kinda respect is the respect people earn, that one thing that only a certain few people have.

So there came to my mind who are the people around me that i respect, and i mean really really respect. So here goes, without names, but the things that they did or have that made them different from the rest.

1) A couple of people with really super nice and cheerful character.

2) A couple of people with really happy-go-lucky character such that the world might crash someday, but they'll still be happily laughing here and there.

3) A couple of people with really strong character of their own.

4) A couple of people with passion in what they do, one such example will be singing and music, despite travelling long distance and time-consuming , it still goes on.

5) A couple of people who really excel in their studies, not to say that they do nothing but study, however at the same time, they balance their life super well.

6) A couple of people with such strong perseverance and enthusiasm in the sports they play (*waves at hockey, rugby, bball friends of mine) .

Okay, so that's basically the few kinda friends i respect, and i've got real life examples of them. But i decided not to name it out, lest it gets too long and dragggggy :)

Then there's this one particular person who earned my respect the most. There're some factors which is so similar. Yet i'm so far behind in terms of grades, personality, lifestyle and so much so much more.

I really have to start planning my life now, i've so much more that i need to do and improve. Okay, time to startttt, gotta hit town later. ciaos.

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2008-03-26T01:47:00.008+08:00

New life ? :)

Okay, my mood yesterday is like WOOHOOO, i'll blog about it in another day or two so i can combine everything together ! But monday is great, seriously , fun to the max !

So, today..... HMM.. Got to know something not so good ZOMG. Only a couple of people close to me and are online at that time will know about it . Okay, i kinda expected it already, but then thinking about it sucks to the max man. I mean it, haven felt this way for a month already. But still, we all have to face reality, so it's okay, i'm slowly getting used to it already.

And then to a friend of mine : Like our nick goes, " YOU THINK I CARE ? " Yes man, this is the kinda mindset we have, and ought to have. To whoever we are referring to, thank you, because this is life and are just parts of growing up :)

I aint changing, like seriouslyyy. This is myself , the kid who never grows up, the one who is so guailan, and childish, but mad. But then the only difference is that i've learnt to see things and people differently and learn that the world aint as perfect as we think it should be.

BUT THEN I STILL ENJOY MY EVERY MOMENT WITH PEOPLE IM CLOSE WITH NOW JUST LIKE HOW I LOVE PIKACHU -GONE- :x

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2008-03-21T23:07:00.010+08:00

See those damn marketing notes there ? Who says hardwork dun pay off.

Din sleep a wink last night. Was really thinking about alot of things in life, and overviewing what my lifestyle has been all these while. But it's okay already, kinda sort out my mind and everything. Gotta really stay focus from today on.

OKAY, i know that ten minutes is super long. So results' out the other day. I'm satisfied with my result, it isn't that good in the eyes of others perhaps. But i'm happy that i manage to pass all of it and VERY happy with results of certain modules :D I really wanna wanna wanna take this chance to thanks everyone who helped me during that period -.-

People like my cliqueeee woohoooo, who continuously keep asking me to study and work hard, work hard and study. And not forgetting how they helped me like printing exam papers, helping me during lessons.

And people from UNITs who saw me carry my stats book to cck park and read A BIT and sleep on my stats book on the floor ;x . And telling me that i'm gonna do okay and not fail my modules after the exams.

NOT FORGETTING my family, sabbie , yt, keongie and Miss-intro-me-your-classmate for constantly reminding me to study during the exam period when i sidetrack and when i ask anyone of you for advice on studying!

Okay, enough of these nonsense.

Wednesday :

Went out to skate with my clique woohooooo. It's cool skating, skating cool. It's skating and skating and skating, chiong milo and chiong milo and chiong milo. And trying to see who will be the first one to actually fell down and someone did :x Let's go there again somedayy, cause skating is the best-est sports in the entire universe except for swimming !

Thursday :

Went out with my bro to town, it's a long long long long long ride taking 190. After that went to fareast bape shop. Sabbie's working there. So it's slack slack slack, joke joke joke and talk talk talk. After that yt came over alsooo. So it's more joke joke joke joke joke, disturb disturb disturb disturb !! After that went to eat some FUNNY stuff , and find some 7-zais and went to take 190 back. ANDDDD, somemore funny moments on the bus , let's keep it to ourselves :D

After that went over to meet keong at bukit batok. TEE HEE HEE, no more suppers for me, just ate sundae. YUM YUM YUM YUM, so chatted quite a bit over there, things like overseas trippp to hongkong and taiwan................. Okay i ought to really wake up from my dreams now lol.

Friday :

Woke up wanting to go to swim , but then i duno if it's open soooo. i think i watched tv ate lunch use the com and do every random thing cause it's super boring. Then went to meet up with daniel , dallas , eugene at cck !!

We're suppose to go for a swim but then due to unforeseen circumstances, the weather decides to play a fool on us. SO, we set off on a journey to the west. NO, i mean a funny journey to farmart. ROARRRRRR.

SO BASICALLY we dunno where is the shutter bus now and took 67 to reach someplace "near" the farmart and walk a lonnnnnng loooooooong journey there.

So we went fish-seeing, dog-viewing, goat-smelling, prawn-finding. Oh AND I FORGET TO SAY Mr low and Mr bao CONSTANTLY remember to shoot me nonstop.............

OKAY, so daniel and dallas went to east coast after tat and the other two tired souls went back homeeee. Another one of those o-levelish days , awesome xD

It's time to stop blogging and get alive. Photos ? ANOTHER TIME YO.

Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR RANDY !!

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2008-03-19T01:14:00.001+08:00

I'll BLOG IN 10 MINUTES

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2008-03-18T00:48:00.007+08:00

See the question mark ?

This holiday is unlike the previous poly holiday i had. Last holiday was kinda more organized and follows a routine of working, going out, suppers.

Not to say that this is a bad holiday. This holiday is fabulous. Just that time seems to pass so fast, that i kinda lost track of it already. Every period of time, so many people seem to enter and leave, leave and enter. But then i guess like what i tell myself and others nowadays, what really matters isn't who you lost, but who you really have now, at this very moment.

So, what exactly i've been up to nowadays. Went out previously with my bro, sabbie and esther. Went to catch movie at town. Before that went to eat at HK cafe, and i ate my favourite sour chicken spag. IT'S NICER THAN THE CHEESE ONE *SHOUT AT SAB AND YT* . So after the show, went to mac to slack abit and chit chat !

I think the day after that went out to westmall with my bro to meet up with keong. To get his formal wear for work. So after that he came over to our house. AS USUAL, THE L33t CHEF LONGIE cooked, just that this time round it's western food, WOOHOO.

Yesterday went out to meet up with eric to settle something. After that he drove us to bukit timah for prata. ZOMG, the prata there is deliciously delicious.

So just came back home and it's 1am now. Went to meet up with lee, low, mel ! Went to causeway point to catch the movie Sky of Love. TEE HEE HEE, it's the second time i'm watching this show. It's awesome if you ask me, let's ignore the comments of low on this movie for now LOL. And then some holy soul cried in the cinema :x .

I realise sec sch friends are forever arounddddd like super glue. AND IT'S COOL, I MEAN IT. I'm glad somehow somehow somehow we all manage to stay tgt. Despite being in different school. And actually it's kinda surprising i'll hang around with them. Okay, credits goes to daniel, eugene , aaron. I still rmb the first time i went for supper with them at cck and the long forgotten emo talks at the temporary bus stop near interchange last time. And then it's prom night, and it's now. TYVM , MUCH APPRECIATED.

After that went back home and here i am. I wanna learn driving when my birthday comes, so for example like today, we can catch the movie at cine and have supper at newton before i drive everyone home. OKAY, stop dreaming. GOODNIGHT ALL, i'm gonna swim swim swim swim swim , exercise exercise exercise. BB.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, SHOULD I DYE MY HAIR, DAMNIT !

To be continued...............

teehee

2008-03-14T20:58:00.002+08:00

Not everyday is sunshine day, today just isn't.

Should've been blogging with pictures now, about what happen recently, all the going outs and stuff like that.

But guess i'll do that another day. Anyway, sabbie and keongie is starting work today, or somehow is starting soon. Goodluck & take care at work arh. Now my life's gonna be super dull with them going to work. But no doubt, working is good, working is cool, i should be happy ! And there's bound to be meetups during off day and such.

To a friend of mine : Do take care of yourself many. We will always be around for you.

2008-03-08T06:55:00.004+08:00

Oh damn, it's so early :(

Hohoho. It's near 7am and i'm still wide awake staring at my com. A lil sleepy, i'll sleep after watching my incredible tales.

SO............................................................. HAVEN SWAM FOR DAYS. Let's all pray pray pray pray pray pray that the weather's gonna be fine next week and i won't become bai bai pang pang (*waves at HOLY MOTHER :x ) .

So, went out the other day with my bro, sabbie, huifang ! Went to eat at hk cafe @ cine, afterwhich went for a movie. And shop shop shop shop. Bape jacket is coooll , but then $_$ . Then went over to find huiwen. Woohoo, it's SVPS gathering -.- so many pri school people, oh well. After tat went back home :D

So earlier on went out to catch the movie step up 2 with my bro, keong, leon, ah sin, zu and leon bro! Suppose wanna ask MISS-HOLY-MOTHER along if she can, but she's not online apparently :x, and i doubt you can make it, sorry !

Okay, step up 2 is a cool movie and it makes you wanna dance. Strongly recommend x 9999 if you're someone who dun mind sitting down and watchin the people go dancing here and there. But it's really an awesome show i'll say.

Alrite, time to end here, need to get some life already, do more swimming, and i need some jogging :D GOODNIGHT YO.

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2008-03-01T21:41:00.020+08:00

Alrite, it's time for some photos. Before that, let's just say the past few days have been rather busy :

Swimming in the morning on wednesday. After that met up with joel, aaron, melisa, fiona to see them eat LOL. Then went off for some cool ice skating ! And yes, ice-hockey people are the coolest, im gonna skate and skate and skate till i can be like them :D.

Then, it's thursday, some tonning and gaming till around 5+ 6 am. That's so super super super tired, after that friday afternoon went over to tampines for some job interview ( IM NOT THE ONE GOING FOR THE INTERVIEW ) , they wore formal and i wore till i look like someone who's going to club although it's in the afternoon ^^

Today met some noob friend to talk at bus interchange -.- , such an awesome place to engage in conversation LOL. Okay, neverthelessly, it still feels good to meet up with old friend and talk. CATCHING UP IS COOL, LETS GO SUPPER AGAIN AND AGAIN NEXT WEEK OR NEXT NEXT WEEK to collect some 5/365 ;x

Photos time i guess :

KBOX, MUAHHAH

Sin and keongie !

We call this formal presentation wth -.-

The only bimbo who understands my character the most, IM SERIOUS

See, gurlaine is so shy LOL

Blue kid, emo kid ^^

That's why all the toilet signs go missing, SIGH

COOL KID

YOU ARE MINA SEEEEE!!!

Sigh.. Exam stress makes people green.

Yellow john, yellow fb !

What an emo ling.

Sunburnt yo, YEO

Alrite, i duno why im so green that day. Ate too much veggie i guess *run away from yinmei*

Erm, i duno why im missing. But i din skip school..... i think LOL

Seriously steamboat is ........ YUMMY

The girls !! Selling their no. at $9999999 each...... NOT

Notice, there's a missing dish of fish called "Low" ! &%#*%&#%

Sabbie singing competition, look and see i stand at family side, only sab and yt will noe why LOL

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2008-02-24T11:38:00.015+08:00

Happy's a nice feeling, emo-happy is a nice feeling too :)

Alrite, i'm back again. Exams are really tiring. I swear i studied more than all of that of last semister during the past week !

Neverthelessly, exams doesn't mean the fun in the world has stopped. Been out for movies, dinners, and things like that. Caught the TELEPORTING show : Jumper. Quite a nice show i'll say.

So, 2 days ago , after our last paper went to LAO BA SA for dinner with.... Okay this is gonna be long : Huiling, zhizhi, siti, yinmei, gurlaine, pp, fish, junhong, howen, lionel and me DUH. So, ordered quite some food. And oh yea, huiling's still the best, like SERIOUSLY :D

After that, all the super dooper nice friends on earth accompanied me to walk all the way to suntec JUST to buy present for my mum. In the meanwhile, was engaging in some rather emo-ing conversation that seems a little too emo for such a happy day. OH WELL, so it's 11 people in the shop helping me choose present !! Manage to find it, and all went back home after a tired week of exam !

So, back to yesterday ! Went over to singapore discovery centre. No, i aint going for the shark show ( though i really really really wanna watch it ! ), instead went to watch the AA singing competition.

My old old old old old 11 years sis Sabrina is in the finals again! So went over and met up with yt, terry, xiuhui. After that sab parents and bro came also. So, it's the prime group first, so i was like -______- for more than half an hour. Then it's the open category ! Okay, one of them sings awesomely well, the one who sang one of the songs in Phantom of the Opera. He have a super great vocal i must admit.

Sabrina sang "Zhu Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le". As usual, it's awesome and emo-ish :D . And guess whatt, she's the 2nd-runner-up ! WooHOo, and there's like cash prize , which i think our wonderfully wonderful sabbie and yt will finally want to treat me some sakae sushi $_$ .

Okay, after that uncle drove us to cck ! Went for dinner with sab, yt and xiuhui ! HER TREAT OBVIOUSLY ;x. Muahha, after tat cabbed home with them, cause it's a really really tiring day~

THE END, im lazy to continue, i swear the next post's gonna be full of photos when i get the

photos from every outing and stuff like that !

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2008-02-12T02:09:00.004+08:00

Just feeling a lil confused, that's all.

Just came back home. I know what you peeps are gonna say ! " EXAMS COMING NEXT WEEK AND U DARE TO GO OUT ?! "

Nah, it's okay to chill a little. hahha. Okay, maybe not a little, but alot. Went out to cck park with aaron, daniel, eugene. O LEVEL PERIOD............... oh well. If you ever spot 4 idiots there, with emo songs off the handphone, you'll know who to call.

So, what have i been up to recently. HMMM......... Okay, i did study.... a little lol. But then come again, i'll study more tomorrow and for the whole of next week. Gotta tolerate with this kinda suffering for one more week and then it'll be independent day.

Putting studying aside, will be the suppers i have with different people, like today or the other day with the &^%#&%# uncontactable, or the other other day with leon and the rest.

Putting suppers aside, will be gaming and gaming and gaming all day long, all night long with my bro, keong, ah shen ++ as if "There's no tomorrow".

Putting gaming aside, will be the occasional tonning at my hse + movie-ing. Let's say the show i've watched recently : "The mist, CJ7, Death note : L ......... " .

Putting movie-ing aside, will be the occasional crapping and joking arnd in msn with Miss-Intro-Me-Your-Classmate ;x , Miss-I-Will-Intro-You-My-Friends , Mr Hong-Shi-Fu and SO MANY MORE PLS.

Okay, time to stop blogging.

Another random statement of the day !

I think i'm too busy to ponder over a lot of stuff, and i don't have time to think about unhappy things that i should feel emo about. Perhaps being this way might be a good thing.

2008-02-10T04:42:00.000+08:00

Random statement of the day : For everyone's info, i'm someone who occasionally initiate talks with people, friends who i feel happy and fun talking to, be it in real life, sms, msn. BUT BUT BUT, please dun expect me to always do that, because it's a bit sian. Okay, random-ness ;x

Been really really busy this few days, sick, no sick, sick, no sick. And now i'm okay already, finally ! So here's what i've been doing these past few days.

Putting aside crappy msn conversations that i always do ;x. Keongie came over for stayover and bainian (OH my grandma teng him pls! ) on friday. So so so, 1 computer, 2 laptops side by side till 7am in the morning. AND AND AND, i cooked in the middle of the night. Given my super lazy character, it's really rare for me to do that. But i bet i'll do it once everyweek from now on :D

Woke up at 1+ on saturday. Sorry miss neo, sorry miss fb, sorry mr yeo, sorry miss pp. Sorry to all the rest, for not turning up for the reunion steamboat this time round. Really can't wake up ar, next year OK ?!

So, woke up, ate, and went out with my dad and mum to bainian again. Went over to bukit batok ! Was suppose to go somewhere else to bainian, but my dad drove me home first cause i'm gonna be late.

Met up with daniel at cck and went down to bugis to meet up with the rest of the UNITs for reunion steamboat dinner. Oh, lazy to name ;x. Let's just describe them. Lotsa photo-takers, lotsa fun peeps, lotsa happy peeps, one white-ish prawn peeler, another joker who keep shooting me beside me, one HOLY MOTHER.... :D and one chocolate giver ( THANK YOU MR LEE ) .

So after that, went off early with aaron ! He went to meet ...... and i went down to westmall to meet up with my bro, keong, jerome, sin , terry. Went to catch the show " CHANG JIANG 7 HAO " . Nice show, just like how awesome "The mist" is . After that sin drove us to sunshine place and keong went back home. EH, -.- it was a scary ride to sunshine place, someone step yi ge drunk driver and go zig zag !

Then, meet up with Mr terry, leonveart for supper ! MUAHHA, i promise i won't shoot you again, reallyy. Next one to meet up with will be Mr ah shen, that one dun shoot won't happy !

Okay okay, so went back home after supper. And here i am still awake. Gotta turn in for the night already. Probably going k-lunch tomorrow morning.

Eh sry for the attitude and dao-ness today keongie ! Kinda emo for no reason omg.

Goodnight everyone.

P.S :
To all the souls i talked to face to face, to all the souls i sms today, to all the souls i always chat with in msn. To all those i keep saying be happy be happy be happy. Seriously ar, whoever you all are, really really be happy. Dun be emo, dun be angry, dun be unhappy.

It's okay to be feeling down for a period of time, it's okay. But then after that, get up again, move on. Laugh like how each and everyone of you are when you're happy. Laugh from the heart, and be happy.

Life is good now seriously, but i'll feel a lot a lot happier if each and everyone i talked to is just as happy. Smile more, kick emo-ness away, be happy, take care you noobs.

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2008-02-08T04:46:00.000+08:00

Slow down a lil, please ?

Oh well, so fast, and it's CNY again. Happy Chinese new year peeps :)

Busy busy busy busy holiday. Not really holiday, more of study week i guess. Hasn't gymed for weeks, getting lazy. Gotta really get up and plan my life YO ( HAHHA someone is gonna scream when she sees this word! )

Okay, so ! What i've been doing this past week.... Kinda forget a lot of details already. But then life is good as usual.

It's cool when you.....

1) Midnight movie with funny peeps when there's school the next day!

2) Ton and stare at computer till 7.00am and wake up, prepare for 15 min and leave for school the next day.

3) Go out for supper and chat with kb + invisible to others + book-in-advance good friend ;D

4) Go to school and take funny picture with funny colour and same expression ( waves at shuyee THE EXPRESSION RMB ?! )

5) Go to school and keep a 1-metre ( 1 HAND ) distance with people

6) Go to school like it's a playground with all my classmates. you know, we're the best!

6) When you realise , some old friends actually remember to wish u happy cny :)

7) Chat in msn with old friends and NEW FRIEND ( HONG SHIFU YO YO :D - EH i joke with u one pls, no offence ;x )

There's a saying nothing is perfect in life.

But yet, it's all these imperfect joyful things that makes life fun and more to perfection. Thanks a million noobs !

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2008-02-03T10:36:00.000+08:00

Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go

The Smiths - "Asleep"

Sounds so freakishly emo -.- But sadly, i'm not. Had the worst night ever, can't get to sleep. Having a bad headache probably due to the throat infection. There i go tossing around in my bed for so long that i can't even remember.

School's cool nowadays. Too many lame shit from me ;x . Especially during excel ICA where i go " OMG OMG OMG , THE COMPUTER IS SHUTTING DOWN ! " . Hahha, but that's life alright.

Excel ICA is fine, just like the presentation of effective writing. Whew, one more week down, next week's left with monday - wednesday. Think i'll probably turn up on monday for marketing since i din really turn up for 2 weeks ?

Life has been getting back on track nowadays. At least the no-emo part , and being happy ;D. But still hasn't really organise my life yet. Still kinda messy, and im just lazy. Nvm, i'll tryna start today !

Okay, life's great now, seriously. But hasn't really went out and have chats with a couple of good friends! SADDDDDD, but then , come again, holiday is coming, there's still plenty of time.

OKAY, take care everyone, the weather's bad -.- dun fall sick. And to those who's ill, RECOVER ASAP YO.

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2008-01-28T02:09:00.000+08:00

As the picture depicts.. A joyful place that yet seem so.... sorrow ?

Hasn't blogged for a few days. Kinda getting lazy nowadays. Went out with my bro, keong, terry on saturday. Met up at lot one where i saw wind and then guo came later. Had a little chat with them. JJC tabletennis for the way okay ?!

So after the chat, took 190 to town. Went to fareast for a little walk, den walk the whole orchard to search for my dad birthday present. Head over to cine for dinner at hk cafe ( celebrating keong birthday in advance! ) . Met vevian at there and had a little chat, YES , it's "Bump-Into-People" Day. Oh yes, speaking of that, i haven really bought a present. Will get it asap, sorry sorry !

After that went to watch the movie rambo 4. M18 show, thought it was nc16, so kinda just showed my IC to the usher. But then -.- kinda forgot that i'm turning 18 this year, oh well. Anyway, it's a great show, but kinda short. Went back home after that.

Okay enough of posting craps, time to get serious..

Hmm, life has been slightly emo-less nowadays. Not exactly sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing. Before talking about that, had a few chats with 3 close friends i had in the past , on msn of course. For whatever particular reason, i've drifted away from the 3 of them individually. But then i'm glad that, it's kinda coming back all over again.

The three of them are as follows :
1) The one i had the millionth quarrels with
2) 7th march
3) The one i used to KB the most and EMO the most in msn

Neverthelessly it's good that i'm chatting with them nowadays. Not forgetting the fact that keongie is back in SG :D.

Okay, putting that HAPPY 3 FRIENDS aside, chatted quite a lot with a friend recently. A kinda close friend, who had a lot of problem nowadays. Trust me you'll be okay, YOU SHOULD KNOW WHO YOU ARE. Stay cheerful and remember that the world is square, and the sea is yellow. Your friends will always be around for you okay !

Then back to myself. Aint sure if not being emo is a good thing or a bad thing. Actually this couple of days, i've many many reasons to be emo about, really. And they're not invalid reasons. Last time, i will probably find the people involved and chat about it, but now, i dunno. Because i dunno if talking things is gonna help.

Maybe just as my nick suggest, simply because nothing and no one matters now. I don't know if i'm really happy or i'm just pretending to be okay. All i know is that, i can't be emo to anyone out there. Because i know i'll affect their mood if i am.

If the world can have one happier people, it's good enough. If i aint a good friend myself, don't be a burden to the rest and leave them alone. Then there'll be more happier people around in the world :)

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2008-01-24T01:47:00.000+08:00

DULAN MODE (EDITED POST)

Yes yes yes, kinda weird to blog in the middle of the night especially when i have to meet the teacher tml for consultation and presentation during the afternoon.

BUT, you need some place to vent your dulan-ess (ANGER) . ARGHHH. The only person i can complain to is sabbie -.- cause the rest of the people who i'll really talk to is fast asleep now. Then there's mr yt. But i dun dare pls. I think ending = i get scolded cause i too stupid :D

SOOoooooooo. What's the content for my dulan-ness ;x. NVM, ask me. It's just tired + sian x 9999999.

I think i need more protons + maintain the "life's good" policy that i adopt recently. AND I THINK SOME UNCONTACTABLE *^%#& need to contact me asap, because it's kinda urgent a few days back.

Oh well, the world's square and the sea is yellow. What does it make you think of ?

SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS. GOODNIGHT ;x

**** THANK YOU SABBIE AND YT.................. NOW IM LAUGHING, ONE SHI MU, ONE SPLIT PERSONALITY =x OKAY SERIOUS, thank you thank you thank you 0.0001 dulan-ness left :D *****************

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2008-01-22T22:59:00.001+08:00

Sometimes in life, you get emo.

Sometimes in life, you think you need some alcohol

Sometimes in life, you lost your sense of direction

But they're around !!

They are there when you're hungry !

They are there when your hair is gold, CHAO AH BENG !!

Some of them are bimbos -.- !

But they do look like business course people

They get a little jumpy sometimes.

And sometimes, i've to be full time photographer, NB

But, it's still one of the best thing to know them

And that's something that make life less emo, and more smiles.

Neverthelessly, i din forget my old friends, YOU GUYS ROCKS STILL.

Sentosa pict you idiotsssssss

Miss Sabbie and Mr Yt in particular, THANKS!!

And there're so many others, like noobcake, shaz, FP, UNITs and so many more.. That's why i say, i shouldn't be emo, cannot be emo. Because they make life good :)

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2008-01-15T01:21:00.001+08:00

Siulung is a slacker ! Bet that's what UNITs ppl will say. BUT I REALLY STRESS LA NB.

Okay so before i really actually really start studying ( *looks at the clock and gasp) i decided to do a... erm short blogging.

I think i think i think i always can make my life upside down myself. Just like today, everything was okay okay okay okay okay till i take jokes too seriously and go all emo. Omg ! Ray goes emo again. Yup i think i really really really need to slap myself awake and drown myself with toilet bowl water till i can stop emo-ing everytime and keep giving attitude problem to close friends ALAMAK.

Neverthelessly the good thing is that whenever some shit happen , i will always send some people to whack the shit outta whichever super good friend who always joke with me but i always end up emo myself.

Okay, i'm kidding. Whew, the good thing is that whenever i have problem with any friends or anyone else. I'm glad everything will end up okay. This shows that effective oral and effective writing is important because communication is important. Because communication resolve conflict and problem. Oh shit, i think i'm thinking too much schoolwork. I bet nyp-ers are gonna kill me !

So, last but not least to the biggest NOOB + kb + I duno why from noob cake become fish cake + Everytime joke joke joke make me laugh when im emo + everything rang me ++++ friend, sorry ar so many nonsense everytime woohoooo and thanks NNBCB ;D

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2008-01-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

SMOKING AGAIN OMG OMG OMG ?!

Sadly, nope. Ever since i really really really seriously seriously seriously sweared that i quit smoking on 27th dec, 3pm , i've really quitted.

Despite the urge to go and buy a pack and smoke this few days , i din , cause i remember all the people who told me not to smoke, and NO SORRY, i won't disappoint em and make them give up on me ^^

Neverthelessly, i chatted with quite alot of people yesterday, a couple of them on msn and a couple of them via sms. It feels good to know that no matter how sucky i feel, i've friends who bomb me with nonsense to make me laugh wholeheartedly.

AND YOU NOOBS KNOW WHO YOU ARE, so i SHALL NOT NAME IT OUT. Okay, maybe i'll just do the first alphabet out : E , F , M, J, P ..... ITS OBVIOUS ENUFF ALREADY LA NB !

Still, thanks a million for all the nonsense. I had a super good sleep last night, and i'm feeling great now because life is good !

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2008-01-11T09:21:00.000+08:00

Oh well.

Okay shit -.- I think i've been a bit overly emo-ed this few days. Despite tiring myself everyday, i still manage to get emo at night nb.

And i compromise something with myself, but still, somehow i'm unable to stick with it. I made a point to myself to follow it, follow it , follow it. Yea, it's hard, sian.

But i'm too tired already, too tired this few days. Too tired of thinking and thinking and thinking. I decided to stick with what i compromise myself, i know i still feel super fcuk up now. Neverthelessly, i've to throw this away.

You always gain something and lose something. Dun weigh the lost, remember what you gain. And that's enough.

Thanks, sorry, bye.

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2008-01-09T00:37:00.001+08:00

Reality................. oh well.

Yup, as the picture suggest, school has started once again. The xmas eve celebration with the SKs, the UNITs xmas potluck at the condo, the UNITs chalet, huiling birthday celebration, the new year countdown with the noob all seem to be just yesterday..

As much as everyone hated, we're all sent back to how cruel the world is. STUDY OR DIE LIKE A BIATCH ! Project has been piling up like mad. One presentation down, one report down. And two more's up. Not forgetting the damn exam that's coming in feb and the fact that we'll all end up in a new class soon.

I'm still trying hard to find my existence in this fast pace reality. It's hard at times, really. When all your stupid and nonsensical thoughts pile up till you wanna scream. When all the troubles seem to aim you like it's on follow mode -.-

Still it never fails to bring a wide smile ^_______^ WHEN

-Having a little chat with a few goondoo and noob people be it in msn or just a simple sms.

-EMO-ing alone at gym :D

-Thinking back on the wonderful moments of 2007 like remembering the nonsense sang at the beach by nonsense people at the beach.

-Thinking about how two noob good friends of mine, two noob friends who duno each other never fail to kb me when meeting up, never stopping their nonsense and never failing to make me laugh despite how FCUK up i feel.

-Crapping in class, being called CAB by some CAL AND PAH

-You have a zebra keychain from huiling and portable ash tray from howen

So there's still a millionish million reasons to smile. STILL, sorry if i did any forms of attitude, because i do still have several dumb and idiotic mindsets that i can't get rid of.

2008-01-05T01:43:00.000+08:00

I guess i've lost the past self. Partially of how i used to be in the past. I've lost all the resolutions i made in the past, all of the things i compromise with myself in the past.

I need to find parts of it back, though i aint sure if i'll be better off with what i am now, and how i think. I just need sometime to really think about everything now.

new year

2007-12-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

Okay, first new year resolution !

1) Be happier x 9999999999 next year and rmb i've quitted smoking on 27th dec 07, 3pm, and never go back ever again.

2)Keep the close friendship with all that i've now, and that's enough. New friends are cool, but older friends MUST stay :)

3)Study hard and train hard :D

Time for photos plus tonnes of emo............. happy emo !

They're a bunch of people who stood by me. They're a bunch of people who make me smile deep down. They're a bunch of people who always never fails to forget my presence. They are a bunch of people who constantly ask me out. They're a bunch of people who never fails me when i'm feeling down. They're a bunch of people i call true friends. UNITs, thanks for every little memories. Every bit of them. Thanks to each and everyone of them !

And to a emo soul ;x , forget about the past and move on. Life can be good if you believe it can be. Don't let the past ruin the joy and laughter you deserve to have !

One of the best-est chalet and best-est days spent in 2007 :)

Sentosa where we took tonnes of friendster picts ! hahaha. Sentosa again anyone ?!

Fish and Co dinner with the UNITs. I know i'm feeling damn anti that day but i'm glad things turn out well. Not forgetting all the birthday dinners at cck park ( CCK PARK LEH AARON DANIEL EUGENE ! Remember those o level days emo-ing there, listening to songs. HUI DAO GUO QU ! And those days when the bus stop still exist and we'll be dou-hua-ing there :D )

Sentosa with some guys of the UNITs : That's when the laugh is true, and i mean happiness right down. Thanks.

Oh yes, let me just say about this three noobs since i've finished UNITs. Dallas, daniel, eugene ! Argh, my drinking buddies at chalet. My emo buddies at the beach during chalet. My crap buddies who sing lame songs at the beach and make me laugh despite the fact that i'm friggingishly emo :D

Thanks for everything at the chalet, you peeps really make me feel a lot better because i've had some unpleasant things before chalet and xmas party ! To be exact, chalet would be real dull without you guys and i mean it.

There goes my tui hou story of selling dou hua ! Sorry for being anti-units for a period of time, i swear i wont feel that already. Because if i feel that, i'll be a real bastard of a friend to you all. Thanks for making life a lot a lot more bearable, meet up soon :)

Okay, my first poly class. Probably the best class i met. Though for a period of time, i've drifted real far apart with them. I'm happy i'm back. I've the best-est clique with me in nyp. The noisiest one and most fun one in the whole lecture hall HAHA.

That's why we're most POPULAR in the whole lecture hall, probably every other class know us. Can't really elaborate on every friend in class and clique. Just wanna elaborate on one whose birthday is coming.

Huiling ar huiling hahah. Got scolded really terribly by you ok -.- And i mean SCOLD. Anyway, happy birthday in advance okay ! Thanks for being around during that period of time, i guess you're the only one who realise how pathetic i feel during that time. Thanks for trying your best by asking me out to be lightbulb with u and han though u peeps wasn't together yet that time. Appreciate your effort :)

Okay short elaborations :

1)Junhong - Best-est class rep ever ! And i swear you've the best temper ok -.- sometimes i wonder if im u, i would have flare up like hell ! Thanks for all the help in school, really.

2)Shuyee - hahha, you still owe me sandwich and many $5 . When are you gonna return me. Okay im just kidding she dun owe me money. But i've given her alot of nonsense and she's been a really great help in my school work !

3)Yinmei - HOHOHO. Thanks for helping me with my card !! I know you could've simply rejected but thanks for helping. I owe you many drinks i know ;x

4)Fishball - !!!!! My part-time GF in class when sch start ok , mai siao siao. You people jealous also no use MUHAHAH. Anyway, the most cheerful gerl i met, the most nonsense one also !!

5)Siti - YOU ARE A CHINESE I SWEAR, OR HOW CAN U FIT IN SO WELL WITH US :)

6)Gurlaine - The one with the most accumulated karma hahah. Just kidding ! Thought she was a super quiet gerl at the beginning but she prove us ALL WRONG ;x

7)Shu Ai - ANGMOHS !! HAHHAHA. Crappy right ! And your slang and everythin and your many DOLLAR AND LAMES !

8)Pearlyn - CRAP CRAP CRAP. You this ah huey ! I'm no CAB ok! CLUBBING AND DRINKING SOMEDAY ? :D

9)Howen - POOL SOMEDAY ? HOHOHO.

10) The rest of the guys in class - hohoho. You peeps are starting to be part of us already ! FEEL FREE TO JOIN IN AND HAVE FUN WITH US ! Let's just be wild ok. And thanks for every moment spend in class.

11)The rest of the gerls in class - AMELIA JEAN CORDELIA SHUXIN VANESSA WANQI JESSICA ! HAHAHA. and the rest of the gerls. Class's definitely more bearable with you all ok. Despite all the nonsense i gave u all, hope i'm forgiven T_T

HAHAHA, i know it's damn weird to put this stupid picture here ! But i realise i don't exactly have photos of the bunch of SKs. Neither did i take any picture with them. So here goes. Thanks for being around after the 'problem'.

That period of time was really super horrible, and i mean it. Cause all my old school mates are busy with school and exam also, and that they were not able to be around.

Though i just know you peeps for a short period at that time, i'm glad i've talks practically everytime i feel low or sad. Thanks for being around, friends. Thanks for still being around now, despite all the emo-shits i gave. To be exact, thanks huat, jer, ivan, lynda, angel, edmund ! You peeps make poly life a lot more memorable :)

Okay, shaz and randy. HOHOHO. I can still remember how i first know them. Anyway, nowadays seldom go out already. Kbox picture looks fabulous hahah. I can still recall last year xmas eve -.- When i've to hide into the cupboard and my heart's beating damn fast ok.

And then there's sneaking into the house and nearing falling into the koi pond. And psp-ing with that idiot in the picture till it's super late :D

Those memories are still great, really. Hopefully next yr will be same also ok ! And i still owe u kbox i noee hahaha, tight schedule ok. Not me, u also mah -.- SO MANY PPL WOO U HOHOHO. Okay, end here alrdy. U two rocks though !!

Hohoho, sabbie and yt ! Okay, my godsis for 10+ years. Though we seldom contact nowadays because we're all super busy. But still i wanna say thanks haha. I really enjoyed myself a lot during the time when you have your singing competition.

And i'll always remember the nonsense i gave. Still the little kid that gives you all trouble and nonsense. Those days are great :) See when free go out again ok ?! Kbox arrrr ! And yes, you two are the best-est couple i ever met, all the best ar!

Okay, the same old photo again. Couldn't manage to get another photo. Muhaha. Anyway, yes they're the most hmm, nicest person i met i guess, but the most goondoo-est also this im sure. The silly-est and crapp-iest persons i met on earth.

Serious talk then. Don't ever have regrets ar, really. I'm sure everythin will go well, cause heaven bless good people ^^

And lastly, thanks. Because i did turn up for chalet in the end, and i did enjoy myself tonnes. Last but not least, cheers to you peeps goondoon-est, because i'm proud to have you two as my friends, really. And i mean proud and happy, thanks a million.

FISHCAKE since that is a better name hohoho. Okay, dun wan to go too emo for this babi. Probably one of the friends i've given the most trouble. Probably one of the friends who tolerate with my nonsense till wan die alrdy. Probably one of the best-est friends i met this year. YES u noob.

Thanks for being the fa xie machine cause i realise whenever i'm feeling emo or what -.- i always seem to give super bad attitude to u. HAHA, perhaps like what i've said before, the closer u are the less restrictions u have.

Anyway, dun wan to go too long ar, all i wanna say is thanks really, despite all the shits i gave, thanks for being around OLDER BRO for life :D

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2007-12-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

I'm lazy to go into details for now. Just give me a day or more to blog about it. I'm feeling a mixture of happiness and sadness now.

Sad because the happiness has ended and i'm back to reality.

Still, i have the best-est and most memorable days for the whole of 2007. Thanks for making it possible, each and everyone there.

Thanks for making my mood swing all the way UP to the top. Familiar ? But this time round, it's all the way up, so high up that now i'm feeling down, cause the days are over.

-Friends might not last forever

-Friends might not be there for you everytime

-Friends might not know every exact thing about you

-But friends want the best for you

-But friends make you wake up from your mistakes and learn from them

-But friends make you smile and laugh, right from your heart.

You peeps rock, thanks for these days. I'm glad i made the right choice of turning up. And i'm happy, real happy. Okay, back to emo in the next post. Gotta stop for now!